"i'm going out like a baby"
I love sitting in bed listening to elliott smith, with the red hue of the lamp casting a gentle glow around the room. it's so... ahh... I don't know. The air smells like Autumn. Like rotten apples and crisp leaves and i keep pretending i can smell pumpkin pie. I wonder if John & I will put on a another vegan Thanksgiving dinner party. That was so fun. But for now, I'm feeling pretty sick, and I'll probably go to the health center after I get this reading done. Orchestra was intimidating yesterday- we're playing Korsakow's Capriccio Espagnol. It's so different not playing in the strings section... I can't blend in at all.
I love sitting in bed listening to elliott smith, with the red hue of the lamp casting a gentle glow around the room. it's so... ahh... I don't know. The air smells like Autumn. Like rotten apples and crisp leaves and i keep pretending i can smell pumpkin pie. I wonder if John & I will put on a another vegan Thanksgiving dinner party. That was so fun. But for now, I'm feeling pretty sick, and I'll probably go to the health center after I get this reading done. Orchestra was intimidating yesterday- we're playing Korsakow's Capriccio Espagnol. It's so different not playing in the strings section... I can't blend in at all.
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getting them to let me stay is the hard part.
percussion, huh? i've played a few drums in my life, though completely different than playing in an orchestra! that's pretty cool though. instruments take a lot of discipline. discipline that i don't really have.
heh. my dad is actually super cool, and super cool with me liking girls. his wife is bi, too, so he couldn't exactly disown me for it or anything. but my family is just wierd.
and no, i don't know how to delete comments. i don't even know how to edit when you're writing on someone's journal page.
i've been trying to find a friend in sweden who will "marry" me, since i know a couple of people there, but so far the response has not been too good. oh well. there's other ways. i might become a Teacher of English as a Foreign Language, since i can butcher english quite masterfully and used to want to be a teacher. but i'm still researching other ways to get there.
erm, when i've played drums, it was at powwows. i don't tell a lot of people that. i'm kind of secretive about certain things. though of course, now anyone who reads this will know.
i don't think its wierd that my stepmom's bi. but she has a "second husband" who is my dad's best friend, and they are pagan nudists. yet somehow my dad's a republican... i don't know. i quit trying to explain the strangeness of my family a long time ago. but when friends of mine meet my dad, they inevitably say, "oh, now i understand."
heh. that would be quite a way for your family to find out. did they react to it okay?