Current Music: Bleed the Dream - Asleep
so my car's fucked....transmission went, gonna cost me $1200. fuck.
i had the weekend off, andrew visited on friday, then later in the evening he came back with his girlfriend natalie, and melissa and monica showed up. i love it when my friends come over, i never get to see those guys. but melissa and monica left early, like 10:00....and andrew and natalie went around 12...so i ended up spending most of the night alone anyways.
i'm starting to hate working nights. i enjoy not having to deal with customers, and i like being nocturnal, but it's ruining my social life. everyone is awake and i'm asleep. then i wake up and there's a short time where i could do stuff with people before they're heading to bed, but that's when i have to get ready for and go to work. and on my nights off, just other people like to sleep in on their weekends, so do i. i sometimes stay up larter in the afternoon, but i get tired and can't really do anything, so i go to bed, and i'll sleep in, till like midnight, and everyone i know is asleep. i spend too much time alone. i can't exactly meet new people, aside from random people on the internet, because when i'm up and ready to so stuff it's like 3 am. people just aren't around at that time. i miss girls, it's been like a year and a half since i've had someone to hold onto, i miss that. there's times when i have to stay awake in the day because there's things that i need to do (shopping, etc.) and i'll meet a girl, but i know that nothing can happen, because sleeping habits prevent me from being with people.
...my cd just ended
Current Music: Keepsake - The End of Sound
it feels good to write this stuff down...maybe one person will read it, but even if nobody does, it doesn't matter to me, just writing it, getting it out there, makes me feel better.
well i'm gonna stop my bitching now, have a shower and head to bed....goodnight.
so my car's fucked....transmission went, gonna cost me $1200. fuck.
i had the weekend off, andrew visited on friday, then later in the evening he came back with his girlfriend natalie, and melissa and monica showed up. i love it when my friends come over, i never get to see those guys. but melissa and monica left early, like 10:00....and andrew and natalie went around 12...so i ended up spending most of the night alone anyways.
i'm starting to hate working nights. i enjoy not having to deal with customers, and i like being nocturnal, but it's ruining my social life. everyone is awake and i'm asleep. then i wake up and there's a short time where i could do stuff with people before they're heading to bed, but that's when i have to get ready for and go to work. and on my nights off, just other people like to sleep in on their weekends, so do i. i sometimes stay up larter in the afternoon, but i get tired and can't really do anything, so i go to bed, and i'll sleep in, till like midnight, and everyone i know is asleep. i spend too much time alone. i can't exactly meet new people, aside from random people on the internet, because when i'm up and ready to so stuff it's like 3 am. people just aren't around at that time. i miss girls, it's been like a year and a half since i've had someone to hold onto, i miss that. there's times when i have to stay awake in the day because there's things that i need to do (shopping, etc.) and i'll meet a girl, but i know that nothing can happen, because sleeping habits prevent me from being with people.
...my cd just ended
Current Music: Keepsake - The End of Sound
it feels good to write this stuff down...maybe one person will read it, but even if nobody does, it doesn't matter to me, just writing it, getting it out there, makes me feel better.
well i'm gonna stop my bitching now, have a shower and head to bed....goodnight.
period.