kingofnopants

Current Music: Unearth - III In the Eyes of Fire

so, what's been going on?

i did make it to warped. i had a good time. lots of music, lots of dust.

the day after warped i went over to my friend jamie's dad's place in georgetown. he's got a huge house and just got a nice in ground pool with salt water. fucking rich bastard

i've seen a few more of my friends. friday was my andrew's little brother's 19th birthday. non of his friends wanted to come out to the k/w to party with him. so the bunch of us did it for him. he was very drunk. it was good times.

the day after the party something happened, but i think that before i just come out and tell it, there should be just a little bit of background info. so lets go back like 7 years or so to the 10th grade. there's this girl in my french class that i think is very pretty and i have a bit of a crush on her. this girl was the first girl that i ever told i kinda had feelings for her. i got shot down. shortly after that she started dating some other guy. we had some of the same friends. started seeing eachother at some of the same social functions. we started becomming friends. after the last so many years our friendship has been growing. she moved to waterloo to go to school. her first summer off she came back home. that summer we both worked at the walmart overnights together. we drove together. sat on breaks together. quite a few people there, managers included, thought we were married. i go out to waterloo fairly often to visit with her, we'll go out and get drunk or something. she comes home and we'll hang out together. we go to all the same parties. it's not uncommon for us to pass out in the same bed. nothing happens. we've always kept our hands to ourselves. while i was gone on my trip, aside from my parents, i called her more often than anyone else. but since i've been back things have been just a little bit different. things like, sitting in a car and her playing with the leg of my pants and running her fingers up and down my leg. we've been a little more cuddly. and now back to saturday, we were hanging out at her place in waterloo, we were thinking about nap time while watching tv in the afternoon. but first we shared a bowl of popcorn, when it was done she leaned back against me, but was having difficulty getting comfortable. her back was sore so i gave her a little rub. when she was a bit more relaxed she leaned back against me. there was more of the affectionate playing with my pants and leg. i was running fingers through her hair. playing with eachother's fingers. we fell asleep holding hands. cute stuff like that never happened with us before. we woke up on the couch that evening cuz our friend tom was walking around upstairs and we thought to go check on him. we went out to the bar with a few of her friends that night. i only had like one drink at the bar and she was driving so she didn't have anything. afterwards we went out for food. went back to her place. we had to go out again to pick up her roomate. got back again. tom decided to go back to cambridge, he didn't have a car or anything and it was like 3:30 in the morning. how he planned on getting there i have no idea, but the girl offered a drive. i went along for the ride, napped the whole way there, but kept her company on the ride home. back at her place i was sitting on the floor playing with her bunny and she was getting ready for bed. when she laid down and turned out the light i got up and started for a couch to pass out on. she asked if i was really tired, she wasn't and i was welcome to stay with her for a bit and talk. i crawled in beside her, we got all cuddly but neither of us really had much to say. i can't exactly recall the events leading up to it, but we ended up making out and shit. i made it to second base with my best friend and now i'm all confused. we didn't get a chance to talk about it the next day before i had to leave. she should be comming home this weekend and i'd very much like to sit down with her and have a nice long conversation.

aside from all that, i still don't have a job. my resume must stuck balls or something. i might head over to kitchener today to hang out with andrew, sexify my resume a bit, get drunk and play sonic the hedgehog. my dad's 50th birthday party is this weekend, but he doesn't know it yet. his birthday is the 31st and he's been planning a party for the long weekend, but mother has been calling everyone back and telling them to come this weekend instead. she's even got my uncle comming out from ottawa and everything. i think he's going to be pretty surprised.

**EDIT** i got a job!!! i start monday at Danby Products Limited in Guelph