some shity poetry for the masses :}
Penchant De Douleur
An angel of deception has my mind
Its forceful grip tearing into my soul
Throwing me into a crimson grind
Only feeling the metal makes me whole
Scars of delusion glow with pain
Showing me a blood reign
Broken glass bringing comfort and contentment
Releasing me from an emotionless drift
Helping me control, helping me vent
The blade showing no remorse, silent and swift
A soul held in torment
A heart broken and spent
Waking up to see the face you hate
Staring and taunting you in the mirror
I see but one fate
It comes quickly, its getting nearer
Every cut releases some pain
Helps me forget, keeps the monster sustained
Blood falls to the floor
Showing me Im still alive
All I want is something more
All I need is a new life drive
Waking up now for the blood
I marvel in its beauty, I wish someone else understood
Death stalks me
I dont run and hide
I welcome it with open arms, I wait for infinity
Its my angel of salvation my angel of demise
When I die
No heart will stop, no one will cry
My cuts go deeper now
And I feel my soul slipping
I now wonder how
I fell so far, I ended up with my arms dripping
As silence screams
I realize now my life was a nightmare, not a dream
Penchant De Douleur
An angel of deception has my mind
Its forceful grip tearing into my soul
Throwing me into a crimson grind
Only feeling the metal makes me whole
Scars of delusion glow with pain
Showing me a blood reign
Broken glass bringing comfort and contentment
Releasing me from an emotionless drift
Helping me control, helping me vent
The blade showing no remorse, silent and swift
A soul held in torment
A heart broken and spent
Waking up to see the face you hate
Staring and taunting you in the mirror
I see but one fate
It comes quickly, its getting nearer
Every cut releases some pain
Helps me forget, keeps the monster sustained
Blood falls to the floor
Showing me Im still alive
All I want is something more
All I need is a new life drive
Waking up now for the blood
I marvel in its beauty, I wish someone else understood
Death stalks me
I dont run and hide
I welcome it with open arms, I wait for infinity
Its my angel of salvation my angel of demise
When I die
No heart will stop, no one will cry
My cuts go deeper now
And I feel my soul slipping
I now wonder how
I fell so far, I ended up with my arms dripping
As silence screams
I realize now my life was a nightmare, not a dream
-Sarah