Here's the answer to the question in my blog on August 29.
I've been struggling with the idea of moving out of the house. My mom is begging me to stay. Not even figuratively, she actually begged me to stay. She is going to be going through a bit of financial rough times with her impending cutoff of association with my aunt Satan, and her and my stepdad are going through some more rough times. She said I should use my money that I'll be paying for rent to pay her. I'll be willing to give my mom $200/month, but any more than that and I might as well just move out for reals. I'll be able to afford rent at the other place AND still pay my mom $200/month, but it is not as secure as my house is, and if some old lady moves into the apartment/floor beneath us (as stated was a high possibility by the owner of the house), I'm sure any amount of noise is going to be too much for her. At least in my basement, I can turn up the music and shit pretty much as loud as I want and my folks aren't going to give a shit unless it is like 3 a.m. But if I do get the other place, I can keep my toys at home, pretty much bring what I need, and then I get to cook whenever, I'm literally like 3 minutes from where I work, I can come and go as I please, and I'll have a least a legitimate starting point to actually getting a girlfriend (hopefully Breanne.)
I'm really not sure what to do. If I leave most of my shit at home, that's not really moving out, but even if I wanted to, I can't take it all with me. Should I do the living at two places thing? I'm back and forth every day and I guess what would really decide it for me is if I find out who is going to be living downstairs from me.
I think that things are finally in motion for me to go full time 100% hired on at my job. I actually got a salary figure per hour, and my supervisor spoke to the company head. She really loves me and I love her and it is like we are soulmates, except she is twice my age. I've usually made deep connections at all the jobs I have been at, where I find someone where we see eye to eye many things and we like similar things or someone that you feel extremely comfortable around.
I'll get around to everyone's blogs soon. I've been busy not being on the Internet for a change and trying to spend time in the real world, which for me means mostly that I've been finally getting to some video games that I bought over 2 years ago that I haven't played yet. Oh, and doing the go out to eat thing and seeing some actual flesh and blood friends a little more often. Not that I don't love you guys but I'm trying to strike a balance.
I've been struggling with the idea of moving out of the house. My mom is begging me to stay. Not even figuratively, she actually begged me to stay. She is going to be going through a bit of financial rough times with her impending cutoff of association with my aunt Satan, and her and my stepdad are going through some more rough times. She said I should use my money that I'll be paying for rent to pay her. I'll be willing to give my mom $200/month, but any more than that and I might as well just move out for reals. I'll be able to afford rent at the other place AND still pay my mom $200/month, but it is not as secure as my house is, and if some old lady moves into the apartment/floor beneath us (as stated was a high possibility by the owner of the house), I'm sure any amount of noise is going to be too much for her. At least in my basement, I can turn up the music and shit pretty much as loud as I want and my folks aren't going to give a shit unless it is like 3 a.m. But if I do get the other place, I can keep my toys at home, pretty much bring what I need, and then I get to cook whenever, I'm literally like 3 minutes from where I work, I can come and go as I please, and I'll have a least a legitimate starting point to actually getting a girlfriend (hopefully Breanne.)
I'm really not sure what to do. If I leave most of my shit at home, that's not really moving out, but even if I wanted to, I can't take it all with me. Should I do the living at two places thing? I'm back and forth every day and I guess what would really decide it for me is if I find out who is going to be living downstairs from me.
I think that things are finally in motion for me to go full time 100% hired on at my job. I actually got a salary figure per hour, and my supervisor spoke to the company head. She really loves me and I love her and it is like we are soulmates, except she is twice my age. I've usually made deep connections at all the jobs I have been at, where I find someone where we see eye to eye many things and we like similar things or someone that you feel extremely comfortable around.
I'll get around to everyone's blogs soon. I've been busy not being on the Internet for a change and trying to spend time in the real world, which for me means mostly that I've been finally getting to some video games that I bought over 2 years ago that I haven't played yet. Oh, and doing the go out to eat thing and seeing some actual flesh and blood friends a little more often. Not that I don't love you guys but I'm trying to strike a balance.
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i got my book in the mail yesterday, you really are a sucha good friend. i mean it punkass.
i got to speak with my lawyer yesterday and i think i'm going to be okay. thank you for thinking of me though. it means alot
i think it's that we're more like great friends who just happen to be going out. we dont act like boyfriend-girlfriend unless it's behind closed doors or when we're completely alone. but other than that, we just are like really close friends. ill rip on him in front of our friends and pull jokes on him. ill hold him when he's sad and comfort him when things go wrong. we dont expect much, monitarily, from each other, and he supports me and i, him, in every other way.
i guess thats just a short list of why it worked out. oh, and we didnt get sick of one another yet ;D