Wednesday Feb 25, 2009

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Hey Everyone!

Nothing too exciting here frown
dont ask why im writing here at 1 in the morning.
I have been writing essays for the past 4 hours. I still have 2 left puke
One of my best friends is taking me to a Family Force 5 show for my birthday! she knows the stage manager so we get to watch the whole show from back stage and then go to the after party with the maine, family force 5, hit the lights, a rocket to the mood, and 3OH3. So Stoked!!! let me tell u how much i love the singer from the maine....oh gosh. hes fucking delicious. i saw them play like 6 months ago and it was amazing. weeeeeee.

Oh, and i think im gonna be single for the rest of my life. yep.
because, seriously...it NEVER works out..yea i know im young...but i have the WORST luck with guys. One ex of mine hit me, one cheated on me, and one gave me hpv which gave me cervical cancer. i think its more than just bad luck...it must be karma, i suck at life.

Its Gabby's birthday soon! go tell her happy birthday. Shes the only girl for me love
hahaha i loves my gabby.

I got to help Napalm move out of hollywood, kind of. Her new place is way better anyways. I really think Napalm is one the best people that i have ever known...do u know someone like that? Someone who makes u want to be a better person all the time? and who will always be a good friend when u need one? Thats Napalm. I idolize her in so many ways...shes so strong, emotionally. I envy that.

Work has been driving me crazy...some people not doing their job right, and i have to pick up their slack...and then there's all this drama...i tell you hot topic loves drama.

I should finish those essays now. just wanted to say hi and whatnot.

KEEP ON LOVIN MY SET!!
weeeeeeee

loves yew.
-kindra
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ericwine:
Good advice up there. ^ You're young so there's no hurry.
Shitty luck with guys. frown When you find a guy who doesn't bring misfortune, he's probably a keeper.
mr_music:
I think you are definitely getting some good advice for your friends on here. There are a lot of social pressures to be in a relationship all the time, whether it is right or not. Meanwhile everyone wants to be independent too. Some wonder why the divorce rate is closing in on 60%. It is important to live and grow when you are young. Not a requirement to make things more complicated by living and growing in youth together). Sometimes that works out, other times two end up growing into different place despite being together. And, what was commented about sex too soon is a really big one as well... even physiologically. It is a fact that during sex chemicals are released that help bond the individuals, Sometimes that bond can be for the worse depending on who it is with. If it is casual fun that is one thing, but if you think you really like someone, then wait... or it is just that much harder to know for sure and to judge well.

Also karma is a real thing, but doesn't traditionally apply to a single life time. That is a common misunderstanding. Generally your karma in this life is caused by your previous life. Technically not even YOUR previous life as a conscious being as we are, but the last EGO that your soul accompanied. So bad things happening are never your fault, or something you have failed to do. Karma literally means action in Sanskrit. Based on the idea that all energy is not ours, but belongs to the universe. At times one endures the ripples of our previous life's actions, whether is was evil, or sometimes just selfish and wasteful of the energy borrowed. Either way the ball drops, it is all apart of a system of things happening in nature that are vastly more complicated than anything human-kind currently understands. We cannot take it personally... just keeping living, trying, and wanting other stuff to live and try. After all if the energy IS all universal than there really is no separation.

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