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So, recently (over the past week)...someone got my phone number and has been texting me threatening messages. They know what car I drive and where I work. I have no idea who it is, and it is kind of freaking me out. They sent me a message yesterday saying "watch out". I was like WTFFF? So yea, they also hacked my SG account, looked at my pictures, and then proceded to tell me that i have to much cottage cheese, small titts, and weird nipples. This made me cry, actually..and then they called me a slut and that they saw me fucking someone in a parking lot somewhere, and I was like uhhh...no? So that sucks....
Also, more depressing news: A guy that I thought I might actually be truely in love with, hurt me so bad. He asked me to drive all the way to Hollywood to give him and his friend a ride to the airport, and me being me, said "of course". So as I was leaving he texted me and told me not to be late, and I said "okay, see you soon". Then when i got there he had turned off his phone and was no where to be found. I wondered around Hollywood to where I thought he might be, thinking his phone died or something, i went to his work, wasnt there, went to the hotel he usually satyed at, wasnt there either. So I was like "okay, well this sucks" so i went home. Then when I got home, i got a text from him saying that he had turned off his phone and that he just had to worry about making it up to me later, and he hasnt talked to me since. I was crushed...and so i called Kim and she calmed me down and said, "Kindra, he treats you like shit, this should be a wake up call and i dont trust him". Kim is the nicest most trusting person there is, and she doesnt trust him, so I believe her. But I guess he always did this kind of stuff to me, ditching me and saying he would make it up to me but never actally did. I would drive all the way to Hollywood just to bring him lunch from his favorite place ever: Burger King, and he would say thanks, and then ask me to leave. I guess I was too blinded by infatuation to see this early on. Once, when he had 2nd Degree sun burns I drove to Hollywood to bring him bandages and whiskey. I try and tell myself that he wasnt so great, but deep down he made me feel awesome when he was with me. And when he kissed me, my whole body would go numb, and his cologne smelled so good, and everytime I would catch his sent it would make me shake. Its like I gave him everything I had but I still wasnt good enough....the story of my life
In happier news....
oh wait there is none.
So, recently (over the past week)...someone got my phone number and has been texting me threatening messages. They know what car I drive and where I work. I have no idea who it is, and it is kind of freaking me out. They sent me a message yesterday saying "watch out". I was like WTFFF? So yea, they also hacked my SG account, looked at my pictures, and then proceded to tell me that i have to much cottage cheese, small titts, and weird nipples. This made me cry, actually..and then they called me a slut and that they saw me fucking someone in a parking lot somewhere, and I was like uhhh...no? So that sucks....
Also, more depressing news: A guy that I thought I might actually be truely in love with, hurt me so bad. He asked me to drive all the way to Hollywood to give him and his friend a ride to the airport, and me being me, said "of course". So as I was leaving he texted me and told me not to be late, and I said "okay, see you soon". Then when i got there he had turned off his phone and was no where to be found. I wondered around Hollywood to where I thought he might be, thinking his phone died or something, i went to his work, wasnt there, went to the hotel he usually satyed at, wasnt there either. So I was like "okay, well this sucks" so i went home. Then when I got home, i got a text from him saying that he had turned off his phone and that he just had to worry about making it up to me later, and he hasnt talked to me since. I was crushed...and so i called Kim and she calmed me down and said, "Kindra, he treats you like shit, this should be a wake up call and i dont trust him". Kim is the nicest most trusting person there is, and she doesnt trust him, so I believe her. But I guess he always did this kind of stuff to me, ditching me and saying he would make it up to me but never actally did. I would drive all the way to Hollywood just to bring him lunch from his favorite place ever: Burger King, and he would say thanks, and then ask me to leave. I guess I was too blinded by infatuation to see this early on. Once, when he had 2nd Degree sun burns I drove to Hollywood to bring him bandages and whiskey. I try and tell myself that he wasnt so great, but deep down he made me feel awesome when he was with me. And when he kissed me, my whole body would go numb, and his cologne smelled so good, and everytime I would catch his sent it would make me shake. Its like I gave him everything I had but I still wasnt good enough....the story of my life
In happier news....
oh wait there is none.
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furiaa:
im so sorry lady!
talamia:
Ouch love, you can do SO much better than that...