kindasean

I just found out that one of my friends on this site was killed a couple of months ago.

He was such a nice guy. He gave me my first gmail account years ago, and always had nice things to say about me and my blogs. We weren't that close, only passing notes to each other on this site, but he was such an interesting...
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What a wonderful day.

First and foremost, it feels incredible to say "President Obama." There is so much feeling going through me right now, I will write more on that later. It's all so overwhelming and beautiful.

Secondly, I got more tattoos.

It has been an amazing and fabulous Tuesday.

I fell asleep half-naked with Ray Charles singing in my ear and had a dream about walking along the side of a small river hidden in the middle of a forest that existed in the heart of a city and we walked slowly, smoking and not even speaking.

there were no telephones.

no bookshelves.

but a family portrait was beneath a pile of branches.

the...
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So I visited her today.

I had heard she lost 15 pounds already and underneath her thin jacket I could kind of see it gone, and she shuffled over to me, gave me a hug--a frail one, and sat back down.

I looked at her, and she looked back at me.

We did not want to talk about the fact that she is dying. But...
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Yeah.

That is all.

Loneliness comes with the territory--I am believing it more and more each day.

Walking around the neighborhood--feeling above myself looking down into my hair and not feeling the way my feet hit the pavement amidst piles of old shaggy porn books and cigarette butts and the music is there, somewhere, and I'm racing past the mailbox--bold and full of a sadness that makes the clouds...
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I woke to find your legs wrapped around my eyes and the sound of laughter somewhere in the black and we are huddled together and it's okay to imagine how much better this would be if there were no way we could ever detach ourselves from the moment when you come...
and discover a secret.

i have settled down and am interested in some sort...
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So I just took a sexual purity quiz on the internet and I feel like a whore.