6 months since I ruptured my Quadriceps tendon and I'm still in absolute agony, heavy duty painkillers aren't doing very much, the exercises are getting harder and more frequent and now the work are saying if I'm not fit for work in some respect within 8 weeks then due to capability at work act I will be unemployable. Sometimes I wish I stayed in America, then I'd be able to just pick up a gun and say goodnight to it all. But I don't, and guns aren't easy to find in the UK, so I plod along awaiting fuck knows what, will I get back to work or will I take a dive out a high rise window, answers to come.......
