killypop

Everything is so confused in my head...
I say 'yes' to all the bad things and 'no' to all the good things...
What I have I do not want it anymore and i want all that i do not have...but when i succeeded to have it i do not wish it anymore.. so it don't make any sense.
So i'm just here, without ambition, without desire ...
I realize how much i am wasting my life right now.
I hope its just a temporary feeling..

what happen with me..