killthehostage

How pathetic is that.
Just be real.
Confident.
Isn't that what women are attracted to?
Men don't have to be attractive. But that's not true. Especially these days.
Almost as much pressure on men as there is on women these days.
Why should I be made to feel I have to apologize for my existence?
Maybe it's my brain chemistry.
Maybe that's what's wrong with me.
Bad chemistry.
All my problems and anxiety can be reduced to a chemical imbalance or some kind of misfiring synapses.
I need to get help for that.


But I'll still be ugly though.
Nothing's going to change that.