killswitchingaga

Since February 9th, my grandma has been in the hospital fighting to get better. That's not the 1st time that's ever happened. She's been through cancer 5 times in 20 years and has been sick many times over, and always beat it. This time though.... her body has put her up against something she can't beat. Time. The Doctors can no longer do anything for her, and they've decided to move her to a comfortable place (in care via hospice at my home), and let nature take its course. However long that may take.... the next few days/weeks will be a long one. This will be my 1st experience with a close person being gone from my life. In advance, I appreciate all who have already been there for me, and will be there for me. I will deal with it as I have with everything else in my life. Head-on. Looking forward. Strong. I don't ask for anybody to pick me up in this time, but to stand beside me and be strong with me. An update will follow eventually.