killprincess

hhmmm i looked at my journal and thought hmm its been a while
well things are getting better i guess the other night i rank with shane hes a doll nd we went exploring through an empty building it was a lil creepy but relly cool and i met his friend jon he was cute and relly nice told me i was pretty so hes a winner in my book but anyways i had fun thats the point the story
we went out to breakfast in the morning i was relly hung over so it wasnt verry good but thats hor it works you know bily was there hes an ignorent peace of shit hehe i fucking hate the kid but anyways i was about to kill him but i didnt then i stubled in to work they where relly impressed at me being hungover but thats how it goes anyways

after all this chad thought i was sleeping with shane i laphed to my self shanes a doll but not a chance in hell and now he thinks im hooking up with guys online once ahain thats cute but no and if i was whats the difference im not in a relationship

so he has a new cool habbet or grabing me relly hard when hes upset at me leaving bruses on my arms an legs (im anemic so there a lil over done) but after he dose it he gets even angreer at me saying "you make me do it im not like this only you bring it out in my " well thanks we cant argue now with out him grabing me i punched him last time telling him to let go but i hit like a girl go figure so it didnt hurt him but i think he got the picture
somedays i just want to move with out him why am i going to move across country with some1 like that but then i think that i do love him and we wheer going out for 5 years off and on and how do you leave some 1 like that 1 of 4 people i relly would do anything 4 i just wish he wouldnt treat me like shit all the time

but anyways that is it 4 not i m going to leave it at that
laters