Good god, two weeks without a job and I have become a slug!!! It's just so Grrrr. Guess I'm still worried about having no income. Of course the bottom line is that it is up to me now isn't it? Go boyee go.
How do I feel today? What kinds of emotions have I gone through? I have no clue and I have to start identifing them. It's a class project thing. Ok there is a little frustration...is that an emotion? Oh fuck. 
I just have no emotions since being let go from my job. I just exist and am here, but no fucking emotions. Oh wait, there's...
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I just have no emotions since being let go from my job. I just exist and am here, but no fucking emotions. Oh wait, there's... Read More
sophie:
oh yeah. for sure.
frustration, anger and elation are all floating around today, in the general ephemera of everything i've come into contact with. it's an odd mix, all these ups and downs.
it makes me think of that pixies song, Monkey Gone to Heaven, if man is five then the devil is six, if the devil is six then god is seven, then god is seven!
maybe the fact that it's june 7th, that would be 6/7/05, is some sort of day for high highs and low lows. or the battle between the two.
i am very sorry about the loss of a job. no fair no fair no fair! will you be ok?
[Edited on Jun 07, 2005 12:23PM]
frustration, anger and elation are all floating around today, in the general ephemera of everything i've come into contact with. it's an odd mix, all these ups and downs.
it makes me think of that pixies song, Monkey Gone to Heaven, if man is five then the devil is six, if the devil is six then god is seven, then god is seven!
maybe the fact that it's june 7th, that would be 6/7/05, is some sort of day for high highs and low lows. or the battle between the two.
i am very sorry about the loss of a job. no fair no fair no fair! will you be ok?
[Edited on Jun 07, 2005 12:23PM]
Interesting developements in the world of Killer Spike. The electricity is shorting out in my house and I can't seem to track it down. If I am truely lucky my house will burn to the ground (with out anyone being hurt of course) and I will be able to build and even better one. HAH!!! What a round-about way of getting something done.
I'm going...
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deanna:
getting unemployment is nice
im sure it would be better in hawaii though
im sure it would be better in hawaii though
Worked my last day today as a sushi chef and GOD am I relieved!!! It will be tight with no money coming in but at least the stress level from the stupidity will be lessened. Been poor before and probably will be again, as we say in Hawaii "Ain't no beeg ting brah!"
Still, there maybe a reason for all of this, like I will...
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Still, there maybe a reason for all of this, like I will...
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deanna:
mmmm sushi!! at least you live in hawaii
How many of you are like me: self-destructive tendencies with a slice of serene optimism. Serendipitous if you will as opposed to Serendipity who is a wonderful swweat pants wearing SG. Sorry I digress.
Yesterday I was informed that I will have to be "Let Go" from my job due to my tardiness. Yes, 10 minutes late to work everyday is horrendous in terms of...
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Yesterday I was informed that I will have to be "Let Go" from my job due to my tardiness. Yes, 10 minutes late to work everyday is horrendous in terms of...
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serendipity:
haha, at least I'm not a dork for wearing sweatpants all the freakin time
I'm sending good serendipitous mojo your way
I'm sending good serendipitous mojo your way
Coffee Talk lounging with nothing better to do but better myself.
What I thought I finished I did not. So here I sit mocking up new designs for my voice-over demo CD and writing my script, thinking of Greek mythology and cigarettes. The coffee is strong and hot which goes quite well with the freshly made fudge nut brownie. All the chemicals I love in...
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What I thought I finished I did not. So here I sit mocking up new designs for my voice-over demo CD and writing my script, thinking of Greek mythology and cigarettes. The coffee is strong and hot which goes quite well with the freshly made fudge nut brownie. All the chemicals I love in...
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lucylynne:
Aww. my entries wont be that interesting, i am seriously sitting on my ass!
Oh my aching body... I helped out my friend's mother today moving some boxes at the self-storage place down the street. He lives in San Diego so he asked me if I would be willing to help her out. Alot of the crap in the storage was his shit and it was kind of funny since he keeps telling me that he only has a...
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serendipity:
What kind of exercise thing? I have soggy pants!
Just got out of the chiropractor's and I feel fucking A+.
So the next few week will be really difficult to deal with. I won't have any acting classes for the next two week and it's been the only thing getting me through my life right now. I still have homework to do for my writing/directing class, but that's not quite the same as getting...
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So the next few week will be really difficult to deal with. I won't have any acting classes for the next two week and it's been the only thing getting me through my life right now. I still have homework to do for my writing/directing class, but that's not quite the same as getting...
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lucylynne:
thats alright! I wnted everyone to laugh! How is the beautiful Hawaii! It is very warm here now, if only it were tropical too!
chelsea:
Thanks for the compliment, go out and act anyway...give yourself some acting tasks until the class. 
Whoa, screen on PowerBook getting really fucked up. Just recieved one from eBay and I hope that will solve the problem. Weird pixelated lines of varying colors scattered through the screen is not condusive to a happy monitor and you can't do anything with graphic manipulations. What a drag. 
Time to shut down for a while and get things fixed if possible.
Time to shut down for a while and get things fixed if possible.
serendipity:
I have no idea what yer talkin about there, but free chocolate might be better than free popcorn
Nothing ever goes as planned, so we learn to deal with adversity.
My laptop is all fucked up. Poor baby needs a new LCD screen. Oh well, eBay here I come again. And I just spent money on Norton Systemworks to keep my software side running and now the hardware is going batty.
Coughing up quarts of phlem is a good thing. I can feel myself breathing again. It can get scary when you can't suck air....
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Coughing up quarts of phlem is a good thing. I can feel myself breathing again. It can get scary when you can't suck air....
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jezabel:
ditzy?me? well yeah i guess!!
At least i realised before i bought anything cos that woul;d have been way akward!!
hope you is good honey
xx
At least i realised before i bought anything cos that woul;d have been way akward!!
hope you is good honey
xx
karismic:
ebay....fuck....i swear they did something to your computer so you would go back....
The boss is out on vacation and my manager decided to take the day off. I just wanna say, "WHAT THE FUCK!!!!" But it doesn't really bother me. I realized a few weeks back that I have something that gets me through all of this.
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I just wanna say, "WHAT THE FUCK!!!!" But it doesn't really bother me. I realized a few weeks back that I have something that gets me through all of this.
There are things out there that just keep you moving ahead, keep you going and striving for those goals in...
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