It's always so wonderfully strange how things happen. I just received a call to do a voice-over project that my acting instructor recommended me for and the other voice is a girl that I know who sings in a 'Pop Cover" band here. $150 for an hour or two, not bad for just talking. Hopefully this will lead to more gigs and more things to...
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How strange it is to have my weekend fall in the middle of the week. Tuesday and Wednesday off this week and with so many things I could be doing I am online being a slug. Well I guess I should get to fixing my ride so that I can get a safety check on it. I also need to get some cigs and maybe...
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God! No updates since June, what a fuckin' dork I am. Well that's pretty much par for the course as of late. Time will tell if I really deserve to stay here or not. My mind has been fettered by the Status Quo and the idea of normality. Death scares the living shit out of me.
deanna:
update more often!
Saw an old friend and co-worker as I went to my acting class the other day and he seemed interested in giving me a job. Doing maintenance at the building where my instructor has his office. Cool place in Waikiki just outside the tourist area. Hope he can find me something to do, I could really use some cash right now. I'm also still applying...
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killerspike:
about me
Well, bad news from the unemployment department, I won't be getting any. So the situation is that I have no money, no job and no solid prospects. Bills will be mounting fast and there is no way to pay. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.
On the up side, hmmmm, ok there is no up side, yet. More Grrrrrrrr.
Should have gone out to look for a job at the...
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On the up side, hmmmm, ok there is no up side, yet. More Grrrrrrrr.
Should have gone out to look for a job at the...
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deanna:
relaxing was the right choice if that was what was going to make you happy. why didnt you get unemployment? just enjoy your time off while you have it, something will come up! and your in freeking hawaii!!! 
deanna:
youve got to be kidding me!! its still gorgeous in hawaii even when it rains and usually only for what 5 minutes?? i am SO jealous of you! you could go on the beach and make things out of palm tree leaves...i gave some guy 10 bucks for doing that last time i was there...heheh
Another day in the State of Delirium.
Illustrations of the mind deepening in orange hues,
filtered out only by the shadowy webs of cigarette smoke.
Muddled mind, befuddled thoughts, raging insanity.
Slow death of life bleeding through the pores seeking solace.
Inane self pity, so trite it's laughable, yet continues.
Take the coda, but it just repeats, the song ever so long repeats.
Vile useless...
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Illustrations of the mind deepening in orange hues,
filtered out only by the shadowy webs of cigarette smoke.
Muddled mind, befuddled thoughts, raging insanity.
Slow death of life bleeding through the pores seeking solace.
Inane self pity, so trite it's laughable, yet continues.
Take the coda, but it just repeats, the song ever so long repeats.
Vile useless...
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Monday morning and the start of a new week, my head is in a fog.
Getting to the point were I need to get a job and I need it now.
But do I concede to the realities of materialism or continue the craft?
I feel unsure as to my next coarse of action.
But none the less there has to be action.
Am I...
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Getting to the point were I need to get a job and I need it now.
But do I concede to the realities of materialism or continue the craft?
I feel unsure as to my next coarse of action.
But none the less there has to be action.
Am I...
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Sunday morning at 10am and not a thing to do except look through the newspaper classifieds for a job. No TV and I must get off this 'puter soon. Waah, I have almost no money to pay the bills. Waah, when is Publishers Clearing House going to come and give me my money? Ok, that's about all the crying and selfpity I can handle.
Had...
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lucylynne:
asparagus is so yummie! I want to buy some now!
sophie:
dude! that is AWESOME! i love copious amounts of relevant information! tonight i'll ask cklarock to take a picture of my bug bites. they stay raised and red and itchy for approximately three days.
i just bought some tea trea oil and went into the bathroom at my work and dabbed each bite with it. they're all actually feeling waaaay better. i'll look into the diet thing. i got most of these bites on saturday, and you guessed it. we were outside at around 5:30pm, doing a karate workout. gaaah! now i KNOW!
i just bought some tea trea oil and went into the bathroom at my work and dabbed each bite with it. they're all actually feeling waaaay better. i'll look into the diet thing. i got most of these bites on saturday, and you guessed it. we were outside at around 5:30pm, doing a karate workout. gaaah! now i KNOW!
I just took a look a Elara's new set and all I can say is, "BIG WORM ROCKS!" Sorry girl, you are one of the reasons I joined this site because of the attitude and style of your pix, the realness in the differences of everyone here. The commuinty of artistry and other ideals has kept me here. BUT, I have been wanting to...
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sophie:
i totally agree with you about eating blueberries for breakfast. that's what i did this morning. not in pancakes. not in a muffin. just straight up fruit.
so good!
and i know, i agree, Big Worm is the CUTEST!
so good!
and i know, i agree, Big Worm is the CUTEST!
lilamay:
thanks for the advice! i really like the 1st painting you posted of the geisha. is the tattoo a tattoo of yours?
Well, well, well....just a total slug. I have a list of people to call regarding some acting work. Why have I been so fucking lazy lately? This is the time I've been waiting for, for the past several months and now that it's here I haven't gotten off of my ass.
Tomorrow, I'm making a promise to myself right here and now. There has to...
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One of the main tenet of acting which every first year student should know is:
Explore, Choose, Commit and Highten
An important and essential part as well as being real, be yourself and honesty.
I just started a new exercise program which has the catch phrase of Choose, Commit and Succeed. I feel this is the way to go in life and be honest about...
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Explore, Choose, Commit and Highten
An important and essential part as well as being real, be yourself and honesty.
I just started a new exercise program which has the catch phrase of Choose, Commit and Succeed. I feel this is the way to go in life and be honest about...
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sophie:
OH! and i forgot to say: I AM SPLENDID today! i went running at lunchtime, and this evening i have kickboxing practice. working out gives me such a good feeling if i eat right and drink lots of water.
i am so happy i wish i could beam you my smile right now. let's pretend, ok?
do you see it coming through?
i am so happy i wish i could beam you my smile right now. let's pretend, ok?
do you see it coming through?
sophie:
you're good at this pretending stuff. i had a picture in mind, and i think you got it. or if you didn't, you did a good job pretending you did.
oooo. i am having a fun time imagining your profile pic affixed to a body, and doing a gayboy stance at The Psychic Cafe. work it!
oooo. i am having a fun time imagining your profile pic affixed to a body, and doing a gayboy stance at The Psychic Cafe. work it!
I'm all good, could have been worse so whatever!!Have a cool new job now so things are looking up!!
xx