So I was really board last night and spent way too much time on this site. I took some pictures, and one of them ended up has my profile picture.
As for today: I feel like I could rip someones head off but I attribute this to the fact that I quite smoking cigarettes (3 days now). For some reason I will quit for a year or two and start working out again, but right when I get into really good shape I fall off the wagon (talk about self-destruction).
I had this strange conversation with an old love interest last night and it made me think about some things. Have you ever meet anyone who was really great but all of a sudden it takes a turn for the worse? You think all is good then BAM its a total different person. I always find myself with someone who expects me to conform to their beliefs and if I dont Im the asshole. To add to this they always seem to have this fucked up expectation of what Im supposed to be in their mind. Shit man, I liked you because you were who you were and that included the small things I didnt like. Why? Because that was YOU!
Fuck it,
keeping it realbill
As for today: I feel like I could rip someones head off but I attribute this to the fact that I quite smoking cigarettes (3 days now). For some reason I will quit for a year or two and start working out again, but right when I get into really good shape I fall off the wagon (talk about self-destruction).
I had this strange conversation with an old love interest last night and it made me think about some things. Have you ever meet anyone who was really great but all of a sudden it takes a turn for the worse? You think all is good then BAM its a total different person. I always find myself with someone who expects me to conform to their beliefs and if I dont Im the asshole. To add to this they always seem to have this fucked up expectation of what Im supposed to be in their mind. Shit man, I liked you because you were who you were and that included the small things I didnt like. Why? Because that was YOU!
Fuck it,
keeping it realbill
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goodness, do I know where you're coming from! I've had so many potential relationships go down the fucking drain because of this shit! ughh. Fuck that! nowadays i don't even bother with the bs of dating!
keepin it real!
-liz
I have a love hate relationship with the smoking too. Quit for a couple years, smoked a couple years, quit for a couple years, smoke for a couple years...it's a never ending battle