well guys, i'm not okay, im fixing to go check in to a psych ward in a hospital to see what the fuck is wrong with me. Cody, my fiance, told me we needed a break today....all i can see are my bloody slit wrists. red. red. blood. everywhere.
I'll be back on in about a week or sooo. Maybe..if i make it out alive.
I'm not happy, quite far from it. if i had the energy to explain then i would. i just simply give up. im so sad, and i'm tired of feeling this way.
Going to smoke a lot of weed, then go to the hospital.
i love you guys!
much love
Killa<3![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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I'll be back on in about a week or sooo. Maybe..if i make it out alive.
I'm not happy, quite far from it. if i had the energy to explain then i would. i just simply give up. im so sad, and i'm tired of feeling this way.
Going to smoke a lot of weed, then go to the hospital.
i love you guys!
much love
Killa<3
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