Haiiiii guys,
Ughh Not trying to depress anyone here, idk i'm battling some really tough things right now.
I'm pretty sure my "pill problem" has gotten out of hand. I dont know what to do to get help, I can't afford to see a doctor, the withdrawals are so bad, so I continue taking whatever I can get to just get me by. I have visitation with my dad in jail today. Which i'm sure will kick my depression into overdrive. I feel so helpless. I don't know what to do at this point anymore.
Made alot of updates in the groups=]
BTW this girl is perfect Von_Chaos<3
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Von_Chaos/albums/site/30701/ mmmmmmmmmm![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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definitely my new favorite<3
ANDDDDDD Linna ahhh<3
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Linna/albums/site/30927/
Anyway I did some more to my hair![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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PIctures that express my feelings I guess.
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Thanks to anyone who actually cares and reads my blog<3 much love.
New video lolololol
tell me what you think![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
Ughh Not trying to depress anyone here, idk i'm battling some really tough things right now.
I'm pretty sure my "pill problem" has gotten out of hand. I dont know what to do to get help, I can't afford to see a doctor, the withdrawals are so bad, so I continue taking whatever I can get to just get me by. I have visitation with my dad in jail today. Which i'm sure will kick my depression into overdrive. I feel so helpless. I don't know what to do at this point anymore.
Made alot of updates in the groups=]
BTW this girl is perfect Von_Chaos<3
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Von_Chaos/albums/site/30701/ mmmmmmmmmm
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
definitely my new favorite<3
ANDDDDDD Linna ahhh<3
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Linna/albums/site/30927/
Anyway I did some more to my hair
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
PIctures that express my feelings I guess.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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Thanks to anyone who actually cares and reads my blog<3 much love.
New video lolololol
tell me what you think
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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dave_fl:
It looks like the State of Alabama's resource number is 2-1-1. PLEASE call them, you can be anonymous and ask for drug addiction assistance. I have seen way too many people's lives torn apart by pill addiction, my best friend lost her husband. I hope the best for you, and I hope you get help soon. You are strong enough to realize you have a problem, which is a big step ahead of many others. You seem to have many folks here who care, please feel free to let us know if we can do anything to help!
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jcastelo87:
new here, but I do read your blog, you should get help, and like the guy before me said, you have many folks here who care
cheer up, I know it's easier said than done, but, try it
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