Today will be a day filled with scraping for motivation and focus for my studies. I remain filled with anger & pain which is a hideous distraction from my obligations, and that fact alone, somehow makes me ever more angry.. ridiculous.
"Why can I not just let go of this piece and continue to live my life with him?" " What exactly is it that is holding me down from progress?" "What do I need to do to move thru this?"
These are the questions that have plagued my conscious and unconsious time, for 2 days now, which has felt like an eternity. The tears are still riding the waves of my cheeks and lips, and they feel familiar. Like tears of loneliness, or the beginning of an ending.
"Why can I not just let go of this piece and continue to live my life with him?" " What exactly is it that is holding me down from progress?" "What do I need to do to move thru this?"
These are the questions that have plagued my conscious and unconsious time, for 2 days now, which has felt like an eternity. The tears are still riding the waves of my cheeks and lips, and they feel familiar. Like tears of loneliness, or the beginning of an ending.
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Good luck with your studies.