Monday Feb 14, 2005

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i am about ready to give up on the thought of love, guys and anything else that has to do with dating. it's all just a bunch of lies and leading on. apparently i'm only good for fun, who needs or wants me as a girlfriend anyway?! yeah...fuck this holiday. fuck every single jerk that has managed to break my heart when i haven't even haven't even fallen for them yet. they just take it and abuse it, and when i don't let them i'm the bitch that needs to open up more. well, that's a fat fucking chance in hell. i have never had such a horrible weekend (between friday - today). i just want someone to cuddle and hold and right now, a dude is NOT what i have in mind. maybe a nice boxer doggy instead. they're just as stinky anyway, but way more affectionate. glad i could be another fun time, jerk.
zenfinite:
Just happened to roll by your journal entry here, I live in Philly too. Just wanted to say you're not the only one out there who feels ripped off emotionally lately. Sometimes you're just the bug squashed on the windshield. Sorry to stumble upon you in such a bad mood. frown I see you have Squeak up as a friend/fav SG. She's great isn't she? We talk pretty much every week at Shampoo, she's a really cool chica, great sense of humor, not stuck up in that Goth kinda way. You know what I mean. Well, if nobody else wishes it, Happy Valentine's Day. smile Not sure if what I said made any sense, it is kinda late, but hopefully understanding helps a little. Bye for now!

Zenfinite

P.S. I stink WAY less than a boxer I'll have you know! OK, maybe not WAY less.....but less, for sure.
zenfinite:
You should totally come to Shampoo tonight. Get out of the house, do some dancing, listen to some good music, feel better. I'll be the guy in the middle of the dance floor, short hair, glasses, wearing a pirate T-shirt and boots hehe. ARRR!!! Hmm. I may even have a present for you! Now how can you turn that down? Simple! You can't, no way no how. Shoot me an email if you need directions or anything weird, but I'd say you knew where it was, it's pretty popular for the crowd it draws. if you don't wanna go, that's cool too, but you seem pretty kick ass. I'd like to talk to you some, so drop me an email anyway it's linked on the site here. Always need new friends with mohawks *chuckle*. Take it easy.

Zenfinite

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