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I sure wish I could fake happiness and ignore what went down, but I can't lie to myself. So why should I lie to anyone else?

This hurts. I look at that fucking face in the mirror and feel ugly. worthless. I want to be over this. Self loathing is a lame as shit crock. I've always believed that. but fuck me, I can't help...
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Life doesn't taste very good right now.

So who has got the ultimate cure-all for insomnia and is holding out on me? KaliDoom said "warm milk". I trust her and her advice completely...But

1) All I have is soymilk

2) It didn't work. (sorry, baby, your heart's in the right place, it just is ineffectual on me. the milk, that is, not your heart. )

So can anyone help a sleep deprived...
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Watched The Machinist last night. Holy fucking shit, Christian Bale! Why do that to yourself? This movie could be the cure for anorexia, methinks.

It reminds me of the story when Hoffman was working on Marathon Man with Laurence Olivier. Hoffman kept from sleeping shy of 80 hours in prep for his scene. Olivier just looked at him and said, "Dear boy, have you tried...
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Ok- Quick update.

Seen Sith 4 times so far.

Seen Kali a whole lot more times than that.

Working on a short story, may put it up in the fiction group.

Reading a great book on re-framing debate.

And Generalisimo Francisco Franco is still dead.

KaliDoom > Darth Vader

I am one day away from an event that I have waited for and wanted for so long. My inner geek (and outer geek, FTM) need this release. Revenge of the Sith is so close...

But right now none of that matters. Right now I say fuck all to Star Wars. Because right now my Kali is stranded in Detroit*. She's...
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"You don't pray in my school...
and I won't think in your church."

!Scopes! Round 2 began today. Evolution is on trial yet again. It makes me wonder if the Intelligent Designers have a valid argument. Perhaps evolution doesn't exist. After all, if evolution were a real thing, shouldn't we as a people have learned from the Scopes Trial and evolved past it?

Unevolved Right...
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You all need to stop and go check out KaliDoom's new apartment. Go now. I'll wait.

Her bathroom is green. And not some pussy Green Lantern* green, but lime. Ninja Death Eyes green. It's so hot. That, and the entrance to the CatCave.

Yes, CatCave. Apparently, her cat has stumbled upon an opening located in the bathroom's linencloset. It's a tight fit but the...
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I made a concerted effort yesterday to finish Stephenson's Quicksilver, a book I had previously given up on due to extreme boredom. I just couldn't get into it at all. Scoff if you like, it's the truth. I hated it at the time. It is a little better now. Or am I more receptive to it now at this point in my life?

On the...
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Star Wars is coming to town this weekend. I will cover the event and write the Defending Star Wars: Or, the Neverending Battle between Fanbois and Everyone Else article I have been contemplating as a NUVO submission. Yeah, yeah, some could give fuck all to SW, and that part of me will surface. There are things that make me cringe, let's just say that.

Kali...
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So I am an improvisor again. Two years of mutually agreed upon exile have passed, but last night was my first rehearsal/practice. And by God (or James Carville or Grant Morrison or whomever) was it fucking fun.

It's a very interesting thing to be in a room with 17-20 other people who are trained to be "on" for 5-8 minute stretches with one another on...
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Dates are so rad- At the italian restaurant, we managed to connect every random doodle we had crayon'd on the huge white paper tablecloth. To the best of my memory, Kali, the queen on the pyramid, defeated Batman. Pigs and the quadratic formula were involved. And that's just one hour out of 7 or so great companion hours. I am exhausted, but I don't care....
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