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So SOMEone reactivated my account.

huh.

Thank you anonymous, non-gender specific dude! Lemme know, secretly, who thouest be.

Pwease?
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I quit smoking again. Let the weight gain begin.

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instarsia:
well. contact me with how to contact you

i domt have your e-mail anymore, and i would like to stay in touch
chelsi_:
laundry warrior, thats clever lol. im proud of you w/ the whole smoking thing. ive been trying to get my bf to quit but he isnt very strong willed.
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I am a kid of television. Of movies. A kid made of Dragonlance novels, Magnum P.I., and 1940's Universal horror movies. Ephemera.

Basically, I think in media. I relate to it, sometimes more than I can relate to people.

So it should come as no shocker that a 75 minute piece of television could affect me to the point of tears.



Of course, Six...
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propernoun:
_tab:
update much? tongue
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It is amazing how little I have to say about anything at the moment.

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nope, still got nothing.
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kharnalbloodlust:
hey, you going to the burlesque show? let me know. i'm still toying with the idea.
b57913:
Hellooooooooo!
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So far, so good. Lung-ular intake reaching maximum oxygenation. Nicotinal invasion subsiding. If I can muster the troops to rally for another couple of weeks, the couphing riots may back off.

I've gained five pounds in a week. I'm so fucking fat now, I say with a wink.
evanx:
Too bad I'm sXe. wink


Fatty....
quenten:
I'll probably be up a good amount later this month and all fall. Life never turns out the way you expect it to. blush
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9 years ago, I did an incredibly stupid thing for an even more incredibly stupid reason.

I shall fix that.
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rahepsi:
Fixing things tends to be a good thing, unless its a bad thing, then its not very good. tongue

Setting the record strait is always a good thing, let us know how it turns out. smile
rahepsi:
Ah the whole no smoking bit. Well, I know advise from a smoker doesn't help, but I will say it anyway.

I have had to quit smoking before, not because I wanted to, but because I couldn't afford it. The key to those times were thinking that it was me vs. the cigarette, who was goina win.

Keep in mind I started back up cause I enjoyed smoking, not cause I truely wanted to quit forever.

Who knows, that might be a little help winning the individual battles.
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My heart belongs to Heinlein.

Other than that, things are pretty quiet.
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instarsia:
dear jeffy.

why for you no come see me?

love

the lex
instarsia:
if you hermitoze yourself again i'll kill you in the face smile
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The dastardly Norton Antivirus/Spyware Wars of Twenty-aught-five have left my deck a shambling, sputtering ruin.

Updates for the next week or so may be sporadic at best.

I will make it up with pithy things when back.

Damn the Man. Save the Empire.
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quenten:
How are you doing?
gekkeiju23:
frown
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"[On love:] I have no respect for anyone who says they've given up, or that they're not looking or that they're tired. That is to abrogate one's responsibility as a human being."

-Harlan Ellison
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evanx:
He's a weird guy.
camila1:
Mission accomplished! biggrin
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Amazing what a couple of days of sorrow can do for one's focus. I woke up today, not hurting as much. More importantly, ideas were popping in my head.

A few phone calls later, I was in touch with Hugh, this old buddy from my early improv days. He works at the Starbucks down the street from me now, but more importantly, he is a...
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evanx:
Hey! It was nice meeting you! It took me a while to find you, whi tthe name change and all. You are still "JeffyPop" in all the pictures I posted. smile
evanx:
Check the album that I linked in my journal for all the pics. And just apply to SGOhio. Stirfry will let you in!
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I sure wish I could fake happiness and ignore what went down, but I can't lie to myself. So why should I lie to anyone else?

This hurts. I look at that fucking face in the mirror and feel ugly. worthless. I want to be over this. Self loathing is a lame as shit crock. I've always believed that. but fuck me, I can't help...
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aikaterine:
Hey, "cheer up Charlie." I saw your post in the dating sucks group and I just stopped by to see how you were doing. Hope things get better soon.

-Katie
aikaterine:
Glad to hear things are looking up smile. I totally understand those three days of being pissed at the world. I don't know your situation. But I found out from my last boyfriend's sister that he cheated on me and wasn't going to be spending the summer with me in Michigan. Needless to say that was three weeks ago and I still haven't talked to him.



Here's a picture of cute kitten. smile