yawnnnnn...i slept amazing. i got up early and then went back to sleep. Will's cooking bacon and playing xbox. He's nither my enemy nor my best friend. We had a talk...mentioned I was not blind to games, drinking, ect...Things have been peaceful for the most part this weekend. Suppose it has a lot to do with my mantality. I've not let myself think to much...
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I'm ending is boredom...
Going to get me some wine and some cookies (or something like that....Mmmm brownies) and calling it a night.
nite-nite.
Going to get me some wine and some cookies (or something like that....Mmmm brownies) and calling it a night.
nite-nite.
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dekews:
Red matches with dark chocolate brownies.
White matches with macadamia nut cookies.
Don't overdue. You don't want to see that mixture again.
White matches with macadamia nut cookies.
Don't overdue. You don't want to see that mixture again.
brankauti:
Mmmmm brownies. 
I think I entertain Deke just by being myself. I am a real goofball in person and my thought process is often garbled (and I just babble as I think, so that everyone can hear how I get to my conclusions. Apparently, it's wacky.) But I think the incident of which he refers to is that he was tickling me mercilessly and I had a moment of alarm when I thought I had peed my pants a little. 
I think I entertain Deke just by being myself. I am a real goofball in person and my thought process is often garbled (and I just babble as I think, so that everyone can hear how I get to my conclusions. Apparently, it's wacky.) But I think the incident of which he refers to is that he was tickling me mercilessly and I had a moment of alarm when I thought I had peed my pants a little. Bored today. I've been doing nothing but eating all day. 
Nope. Didn't get taken out to eat last nite.
suprise..suprise.
Aww..moma sent me a package today...it was a cute Valentine's ladybug. She's my world! I've got to look for something on the internet to send her.
I tryed to do my taxes online this morning, and it just ticked me off. Will is getting $1200......
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Nope. Didn't get taken out to eat last nite.
suprise..suprise.
Aww..moma sent me a package today...it was a cute Valentine's ladybug. She's my world! I've got to look for something on the internet to send her.
I tryed to do my taxes online this morning, and it just ticked me off. Will is getting $1200......
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!UPDATE!
~~~ I want to make it clear that I am VERY thankful for the comments I received. ~~~ You all have no idea how it helps. ~~~ You guys saying that I'm in your thoughts and comments that truely feel like a verbal hug! ~~~ THANK YOU!
Dumb stuff.....
.. yea....he DID sneak out last nite...Gowd! And when he came home...(like around...
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~~~ I want to make it clear that I am VERY thankful for the comments I received. ~~~ You all have no idea how it helps. ~~~ You guys saying that I'm in your thoughts and comments that truely feel like a verbal hug! ~~~ THANK YOU!
Dumb stuff.....
.. yea....he DID sneak out last nite...Gowd! And when he came home...(like around...
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dekews:
Tell me you made him clean up the piss.
Hey, we need to visit out there sometime. To see if Brankauti would like the city. And no time like the present. Well, not right now, but soon. Let us know when you're moving, maybe we can help.
Hey, we need to visit out there sometime. To see if Brankauti would like the city. And no time like the present. Well, not right now, but soon. Let us know when you're moving, maybe we can help.
halfjack:
*verbal pat on back*
UPDATE
Well...you called just to say you'd be here....
you're not...
...I'm going to bed.
p.s. I drank the last of the milk
he came home....
...for no reason that i know of...he snuck out.
god this hurts SO bad.
Well...you called just to say you'd be here....
you're not...
...I'm going to bed.
p.s. I drank the last of the milk
he came home....
...for no reason that i know of...he snuck out.
god this hurts SO bad.
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akalucifer:
Take a trip out east to CT, and see all of us... we'll smother you with hugs and bunny kisses (7 bunnies here) and help you get through this... just walk away. I know it's hard, but here to talk to any time you need it. Day or night.
sandman226:
Your double posting trickery will not fool me-bwaaaa ha ha!
Hope the milk wasn't spoiled.
Your lucky that you have a window at work.
Today it was sunny and I have no window.
P.S. Read the Dr. Steel interview. Might at least make you smile.
Hope the milk wasn't spoiled.
Your lucky that you have a window at work.
Today it was sunny and I have no window.
P.S. Read the Dr. Steel interview. Might at least make you smile.
OMG I think I'm going out of my mind. WHY do i alway wind up so misunderstood and alone?
Bear with me....I sure as hell don't want messages saying "well, why don't you call someone" and crap. It's a whole different ballgame.
GOD, I got myself feeling so trapped...
Man, the boy is just one freaking typical male. (sorry males 
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Why is it that...
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Bear with me....I sure as hell don't want messages saying "well, why don't you call someone" and crap. It's a whole different ballgame.
GOD, I got myself feeling so trapped...
Man, the boy is just one freaking typical male. (sorry males
)
Why is it that...
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notoriousdug:
Hey we all suck... but whatcha gonna do?
signed,
Teh Men.
Thaks for the kind words in the journal, I appreciate them.
Just curious but how did you stumble upon me?
signed,
Teh Men.
Thaks for the kind words in the journal, I appreciate them.
Just curious but how did you stumble upon me?
akalucifer:
You will find the right person... in the meantime just have fun... and trust me you will know when you have found the right one... and everyone else you had before will seem so insignificant...but each person we are with teaches us lessons, be thankful you didn't suffer through a bad marriage etc...
I wished you lived closer, sounds like you need some friends around you right now, but we're just a call away!
I wished you lived closer, sounds like you need some friends around you right now, but we're just a call away!
kreatinkaos:
With the last journal entry , I would say congrats on the job , but todays entry is kind of confusing 
Just when you get your wheels turning for one direction, another fork of opportunity shows up in the road. And it ain't half bad.
An opening at my work for Import coodinator has just opened and Nina, the import manager, asked me if I was interested. Um, yea! I'll take a $5 raise. Barb, my "side kick" in accounting was just asking me that other...
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An opening at my work for Import coodinator has just opened and Nina, the import manager, asked me if I was interested. Um, yea! I'll take a $5 raise. Barb, my "side kick" in accounting was just asking me that other...
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dekews:
Congrats on the raise/promotion!!! 
So, yeah, I've got to get my but in gear and apply to jobs out that way.
Sorry to hear things aren't going well in your relationship. Brankauti filled me in a little. Best of luck.
So, yeah, I've got to get my but in gear and apply to jobs out that way.
Sorry to hear things aren't going well in your relationship.
Brankauti filled me in a little. Best of luck.
rys:
Hehehe. Getting sung Craig David is cute.
I hope.
I hope.
I'm sick. I sound like I'm barking when i cough. And I have a headache. I just finished a tub of strawberrys and now I'm eating a grapefriut. I hope I heal. I want to go to the book store today.
oh yea, did i mention I quit drinking, smoking, and snorting? Yea. I'm done.
As my other half carries on with it, I feel...
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oh yea, did i mention I quit drinking, smoking, and snorting? Yea. I'm done.
As my other half carries on with it, I feel...
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pavlovsdog:
Yeah, some parts of I-40 are really boring.
dominatia:
well you should surround yourself with poeple who can support and respect you. good luck
I ok now. 
kreatinkaos:
That's good to hear
dekews:
I've been away. Are you really okay? What happened?
I've been away. Are you really okay? What happened?
You up to any good this week-end? Sucks that it's going to be back to an ice bucket again.