kiddoe

I've made up my mind to back out of the promotional position (import coordinator). I'm going to have a talk with Barb (my boss in Accounting/Will's mother) in the morning. I just hope that she wasn't WANTING me to leave her dept. She has been pushing for me to get in Imports...I think I took it wrong in thinking that I wasn't doing good for her dept...when she's just trying helping me out. I thought thats what I wanted...But I DO NOT think I would get any help if I went to Imports. (Import dept is full of jerks) I think I would get left hanging and I'm just not down with that....It's a very complecated Dept, and I don't want to risk my job altogether just but because I didn't get it. I just hope Barb will understand and I hope she wasn't WANTING me gone. I don't think she wanted me gone.

I think sometimes people get the wrong impression of me and think that they can't tell me if I wasn't doing good at something. Like they think they might hurt my feelings.

I'm a stone, playa! haha.

~~thank you moma for listening and helping me figure out my mangled mind~~

On the Will situation...it's seemed to work itself out. I think my tension about work had alot to do with it. I CAN be mean. Everything has two sides. Valentine's day was fun. We went to our favorate mexican resturant and actually had a blast. I could not belive how long we stayed.....and each had 4 shots of taquila. Mmm...

no hangover ...

I think we might be going to Perfect North Slopes this weekend. It will be a first at snowboarding for me.

Then we rented the movie "Waiting". OMG. It's funny. Exspecaily if you've worked at a resturant before. I swear everyone in the movie will remind you of someone you've worked with.

I hope everyones doing good!!