I'm sick. I sound like I'm barking when i cough. And I have a headache. I just finished a tub of strawberrys and now I'm eating a grapefriut. I hope I heal. I want to go to the book store today.
oh yea, did i mention I quit drinking, smoking, and snorting? Yea. I'm done.
As my other half carries on with it, I feel sorta seperated from him. I don't feel abandoned but I feel the erge to abandon him. Like, I have the strenght now that I want to focus on get out of debt. And even though work won't pay from tuition reimburstment anymore, I'm going to try anyway.
I'm seeing that he is never going to strieghen up. I realized that I can never depend on him like I'd like. He gets babied by me. I want to put that atention in me. After all, it's me that I'm always going to have.
Now...I'm just praying that I get to go to schooll.
oh yea, did i mention I quit drinking, smoking, and snorting? Yea. I'm done.
As my other half carries on with it, I feel sorta seperated from him. I don't feel abandoned but I feel the erge to abandon him. Like, I have the strenght now that I want to focus on get out of debt. And even though work won't pay from tuition reimburstment anymore, I'm going to try anyway.
I'm seeing that he is never going to strieghen up. I realized that I can never depend on him like I'd like. He gets babied by me. I want to put that atention in me. After all, it's me that I'm always going to have.
Now...I'm just praying that I get to go to schooll.
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pavlovsdog:
Yeah, some parts of I-40 are really boring.
dominatia:
well you should surround yourself with poeple who can support and respect you. good luck