kiddoe

I had a good lazy birthday. I took a looooog bath and me and Will called it some mexican food last nite...Honestly I was a little hungover feeling. (started celebriting a little early Friday) And I talked to my mom like a million times. I'm soooo home sick. I live two states away from my mom for 3 years and I can't help but go crazy inside when I think of something happening to her and not being there.....ANY WHO....change of subject...Just let me note that that woman is my whole world and best friend! Actually, my mind has been nowhere but constantly trying to pry at where time has gone. Will's grandmother has cancer and doesn't have long to live and his grandpa just recently had a stroke. I'm close to them both and it's so awful. My aunt Bonnie isn't doing well. Everytime I go see my dad, I cringe at noticing how much he's aged. I don't know why, but I just can't get all this out off my head. I think about my age (25) but think about my little girl years. I think about if anything was to happen to moma, I'd have to face my brother...the most deficult person in the world. Maybe I'll feel better after I go down to Tennessee for a week this christmas. ....Hmmm....I have a feeling I'll want more than a week.

As my ol' friend Kaye would say...."pop that titty out of your mouth" haha.

Never mind me.

Today I think Will is going to take me out to eat. He better.



Thank you again for the birthday wishes!!!!