ha ha ha ha ha. i am invincible now that i am online from my laptop...connected to DSL. now my ass will never be sore from sitting in an uncomfortable chair again...roar.
i love emailing these obscure people who mean a lot to me, but are'nt to big for their britches yet...like this guy original hamster. his music is sweetness, but i doubt he has more than 100 fans. he said replied to my email and said i could remix him!!! i love that. *love it!*
i've begun this series of works that i only spend two hours (or less) on. they rules. it makes me feel like i've actually done something during the day. i wrote two pieces today that took about a half hour each. who says you have to labor for months on things? adhd setting in at a late age for me.
ouch, now my shoulders hurt from leaning over on this stupid laptop.
this was the single most boring entry yet.
see the last one if you want something exciting.
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update. everyone i know in my presonal life sucks. i try to keep my expectations low, but i get fucked over continually. will someone become my frined agent and screen these people for me. i figured that when you help people through things you give selflessly and feel good inside. not true i guess. or maybe i have too much parent in me or something. CLEAN YOUR ROOM. no more getting into people's lives, offering solutions, seeing them reject said solutions, then have them hear the same thing from someone else and have them follow it.
my frined david has this way of telling people "i love you, but i can't be your frined right now". how tough and cool is that? he just dismisses anyone who doesn't fit in right then. it is doen with love. most of the people he says it too are basket cases who come to him for advice. he "teaches" tantra and feng shui so people flock to him for advice.
i love emailing these obscure people who mean a lot to me, but are'nt to big for their britches yet...like this guy original hamster. his music is sweetness, but i doubt he has more than 100 fans. he said replied to my email and said i could remix him!!! i love that. *love it!*
i've begun this series of works that i only spend two hours (or less) on. they rules. it makes me feel like i've actually done something during the day. i wrote two pieces today that took about a half hour each. who says you have to labor for months on things? adhd setting in at a late age for me.
ouch, now my shoulders hurt from leaning over on this stupid laptop.
this was the single most boring entry yet.
see the last one if you want something exciting.
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update. everyone i know in my presonal life sucks. i try to keep my expectations low, but i get fucked over continually. will someone become my frined agent and screen these people for me. i figured that when you help people through things you give selflessly and feel good inside. not true i guess. or maybe i have too much parent in me or something. CLEAN YOUR ROOM. no more getting into people's lives, offering solutions, seeing them reject said solutions, then have them hear the same thing from someone else and have them follow it.
my frined david has this way of telling people "i love you, but i can't be your frined right now". how tough and cool is that? he just dismisses anyone who doesn't fit in right then. it is doen with love. most of the people he says it too are basket cases who come to him for advice. he "teaches" tantra and feng shui so people flock to him for advice.
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P.S. yak hair is not good to burn...
"goodnight to every little hour that you sleep tight.
may it hold you through the winter of a long night and keep
you from the lonliness of yourself.
heart strung.. is your heard frayed and empty cause its hard luck when no one understands your love.
it's unsung and i say: goodnight my love to every hour in every day. goodnight always to all thats pure thats in your heart."