I see you...
see me
you are and are not
Is this what others see
all they see?
Cursed and Blessed
I see beyond this
Reflection of me
to reflection within
Of course I love you...
I know your heart and intent
your past
what you've lived through
what you've lost
what you've kept
Of course I hate you...
Who you've been
What you've done
when you've taken the easy path
when you've justified an action
when I know you knew better
when the consequences were not
entirely yours
Of course I fear you...
That you may be not more than this
pretty packaging that only fades with time
That each day you will be less
until you are nothing at all
Worse
I see you...
all you should have been and done
all that you can be could be
each time I see you
you are only closer
my friend, my enemy, myself
to being just a reflection
I never see again
Is this what others see
all they see?
Cursed and Blessed
I see beyond this
Reflection of me
to reflection within
Of course I love you...
I know your heart and intent
your past
what you've lived through
what you've lost
what you've kept
Of course I hate you...
Who you've been
What you've done
when you've taken the easy path
when you've justified an action
when I know you knew better
when the consequences were not
entirely yours
Of course I fear you...
That you may be not more than this
pretty packaging that only fades with time
That each day you will be less
until you are nothing at all
Worse
I see you...
all you should have been and done
all that you can be could be
each time I see you
you are only closer
my friend, my enemy, myself
to being just a reflection
I never see again
(Feb 26, 2015)