Hello SG!
hows shizzle? hehe. ive been a bit busy really, last weekend was a bit of a blur :S lol but from what i remember it was good!
this weekend is goin to b a bit quieter, hopefully, lol, i have a friend coming over from belfast on monday so i have to keep me cash for that
i still havnt got clare a birthday present tho 
need to get on the case of that really, not entirely sure of what to get her tho......
i decided to go for the henna hairdye shizzle, which im thinkin my have not been the best decision, its a bit difficult to work with, but we will see how it goes, eventho im currently sat in my room with a plastic bag on my head, and im goin to have to take a hairdryer to it to speed up the process
in other news, i got a job! woohoo!
its in another bar but they can offer me more hours and its a mix of bar and waitressing work, i havent done the most waitressing lately, but i used to back home, guess its like riding a bike lol, im just a bit rough around the edges with it all lol, but all the people seem really loverly, i always get sooo nervous on my first day at a new job, but then i think most people do. I have had to hand in my notice for my other old job, which is a bit weird, but yesterday after my first shift in the new place i was amped, like i felt really happy, i used to get that after finishing in the keller, but unfortunately, the hours arent enough and after 2 years of working my bum off (and getting no thanks) its time for me to move on, and i cant argue with more hours and more money 
getting the new job is definitley a pro for staying in bristol tho, i swear, im the worst person to be thinkin of a decision between belfast and bristol, it changes from day to day, even a few times throughout the day!! i need to make a list of pros and cons, or maybe il just flip a coin lol, but, yea, if the new job goes well i may stay a bit longer
im confused with things between me and the boy, well tom, me and him have been, i guess, dating lately, but some would say we r 'seeing eachother' its not quite boyfriend and girlfriend stuff just yet, i dont think, but i think he is maybe a bit more into me than i am to him, i really like him, but i think im goin thru a lot of changes right now, im not sure of what i want, in regards to him anyway, i just dont want to mess him around, he doesnt deserve that, it doesnt help that im really committment phobic too, i havent been in a relationship for over two years an my last two ended in complete disaster!
not that i can judge tom on my last relationships, cus i don think he would intentionally hurt me, but its made me keep my guard up
but all in all i think things r goin well, i have my moments, like on monday i tortured myself over sunday night, i think in my dranken-trippy haze i may have been a spoon
i gotta tamagotchi......i think its dead lol.........not as good as a real pet, i was stupid for thinking so
anyways, im off to take my hairdryer to the plastic bag thats still on my head
stay sexy SG
xx
me and matthew, my brother from another mother
hows shizzle? hehe. ive been a bit busy really, last weekend was a bit of a blur :S lol but from what i remember it was good!
this weekend is goin to b a bit quieter, hopefully, lol, i have a friend coming over from belfast on monday so i have to keep me cash for that
i still havnt got clare a birthday present tho need to get on the case of that really, not entirely sure of what to get her tho......
i decided to go for the henna hairdye shizzle, which im thinkin my have not been the best decision, its a bit difficult to work with, but we will see how it goes, eventho im currently sat in my room with a plastic bag on my head, and im goin to have to take a hairdryer to it to speed up the process
in other news, i got a job! woohoo!
its in another bar but they can offer me more hours and its a mix of bar and waitressing work, i havent done the most waitressing lately, but i used to back home, guess its like riding a bike lol, im just a bit rough around the edges with it all lol, but all the people seem really loverly, i always get sooo nervous on my first day at a new job, but then i think most people do. I have had to hand in my notice for my other old job, which is a bit weird, but yesterday after my first shift in the new place i was amped, like i felt really happy, i used to get that after finishing in the keller, but unfortunately, the hours arent enough and after 2 years of working my bum off (and getting no thanks) its time for me to move on, and i cant argue with more hours and more money
getting the new job is definitley a pro for staying in bristol tho, i swear, im the worst person to be thinkin of a decision between belfast and bristol, it changes from day to day, even a few times throughout the day!! i need to make a list of pros and cons, or maybe il just flip a coin
lol, but, yea, if the new job goes well i may stay a bit longer
im confused with things between me and the boy, well tom, me and him have been, i guess, dating lately, but some would say we r 'seeing eachother' its not quite boyfriend and girlfriend stuff just yet, i dont think, but i think he is maybe a bit more into me than i am to him, i really like him, but i think im goin thru a lot of changes right now, im not sure of what i want, in regards to him anyway, i just dont want to mess him around, he doesnt deserve that, it doesnt help that im really committment phobic too, i havent been in a relationship for over two years an my last two ended in complete disaster!
not that i can judge tom on my last relationships, cus i don think he would intentionally hurt me, but its made me keep my guard up
but all in all i think things r goin well, i have my moments, like on monday i tortured myself over sunday night, i think in my dranken-trippy haze i may have been a spoon
i gotta tamagotchi......i think its dead lol.........not as good as a real pet, i was stupid for thinking so
anyways, im off to take my hairdryer to the plastic bag thats still on my head
stay sexy SG
xx
me and matthew, my brother from another mother