Tuesday Oct 12, 2010

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More Vegas pics!
Day before we left


The drive there and the stop at Hoover dam



We were calling that sign the 'goat with big horns' lol

Our gay rainbow lol








It was windy lol






Our room/bed and our view





Being really, really drunk







Random sights



And kisses kiss



So here's the story behind the "I have a boyfriend and girlfriend at the same time" thing if you wanna see it.

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For YEARS I repressed my sexuality because I was raised by very homophobic parents and I was taught not to question the order of things. My boyfriend Rylan broke me out of that and brought me to realize that it's not all black and white. I started out thinking I'm bisexual, never planning on telling my parents because I wasn't going to have anything serious with a girl anyway. A couple flings maybe, but nothing lasting. Then I met Ash. I'll spare the sappy romantic shit but long story short I could never go back to men after that lol. Everything about her brings out everything about me. Rylan and I decided on a mutual break up so I can belong 100% to Ash and so that I can see if that's really what I want in life. It was probably the most selfless act anyone's ever shown towards me. So here I am, in love with a girl who lives 1900 miles away and living with my ex. Fate sure works in funny ways sometimes but it all happens for a reason. I just hope she isn't always so far away.


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haydin:
thats beautiful, and Rylan must really care about you. Not many guys would be as accepting. Your an amazing, beautiful girl with so much to offer. Ash is a lucky girl and I bet she's amazing. Good luck to you =] and your adventures wink
jomni:
congrats on creating yourself, for yourself, and not for others.

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