so, i'm going to start making an effort to post a blog atleast once every three days. lately it seems i've had so much to talk about because of my new outlook. i'm just seeing every day in a new light. you could sort of consider me a life enthusiast. 
after years of making all these declarations & desires for new life experiences i realized that i've been the reason why it's never happened. i made myself powerless in a lot of ways. i've limited myself because of my insecurities. i've decided to make a sort of bucket list, but it's more like immediate adventures i'd like to go on. seizing the moment when one presents itself and with people who'd take the most from it as far as my friends go.
*this is my guitar alfie-roo*
i've had nine years of classical piano & vocal training, but i've always wanted to learn guitar. this past sunday i had my first lesson with my best friend. he's currently pursuing a music education degree & i'm one of his first three students! i was amazed by how much of it made sense to me because of my previous music education and for the first time in my life i realize it is achieveable! i know i sound like a total dweeb, but really it's that exciting to me.
i bought bathing suits and will wear one for the first time in public since i was 16. i've been so insecure about my body image for such a long time. now that i've been sticking with p90x i feel so much better about myself and i'm taking steps to feel liberated by my body instead of wanting to hide & hold myself back. even though i haven't reached my goal i've come far and i'm truly proud of myself.
here is a picture of one of the tops i got. it's not a bikini, but i did go with a two piece which really is unheard of with me. i'll have actual pics of me in them & hopefully can post 'em after i come back from vacation.
i'm getting my nose pierced and i'm growing my hair out long.
the right way this time since i fried it with the blonde. i've been staying in touch with my new tattoo artist friend & i have my first tattoo decided. i'm just figuring it out where i want to put it. what cha think about this creature here?
i'm wanting to make her purple with zombie green highlights & maybe red and yellow colors.
here's a not-so-secret secret...this girl has left me smitten. especially after watching the suicide girl's to living...
Evette
that's all for now...
after years of making all these declarations & desires for new life experiences i realized that i've been the reason why it's never happened. i made myself powerless in a lot of ways. i've limited myself because of my insecurities. i've decided to make a sort of bucket list, but it's more like immediate adventures i'd like to go on. seizing the moment when one presents itself and with people who'd take the most from it as far as my friends go.
*this is my guitar alfie-roo*
i've had nine years of classical piano & vocal training, but i've always wanted to learn guitar. this past sunday i had my first lesson with my best friend. he's currently pursuing a music education degree & i'm one of his first three students! i was amazed by how much of it made sense to me because of my previous music education and for the first time in my life i realize it is achieveable! i know i sound like a total dweeb, but really it's that exciting to me.
i bought bathing suits and will wear one for the first time in public since i was 16. i've been so insecure about my body image for such a long time. now that i've been sticking with p90x i feel so much better about myself and i'm taking steps to feel liberated by my body instead of wanting to hide & hold myself back. even though i haven't reached my goal i've come far and i'm truly proud of myself.
here is a picture of one of the tops i got. it's not a bikini, but i did go with a two piece which really is unheard of with me. i'll have actual pics of me in them & hopefully can post 'em after i come back from vacation.
i'm getting my nose pierced and i'm growing my hair out long.
the right way this time since i fried it with the blonde. i've been staying in touch with my new tattoo artist friend & i have my first tattoo decided. i'm just figuring it out where i want to put it. what cha think about this creature here?
i'm wanting to make her purple with zombie green highlights & maybe red and yellow colors.
here's a not-so-secret secret...this girl has left me smitten. especially after watching the suicide girl's to living...
Evette
that's all for now...
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kewkyd:
well, i guess i'd have to agree on some level. everything must be broken down before you build it up.
chaz_:
kirdie-moo???neat word lol but i have no idea what it means!