It is hard being me. I guess all of my problems are my fault but it is hard to get out of them once I caused them. I am a very shy person and I don't mingle well with others. My neighbors dislike me, I don't hang out with my friends anymore. I just feel very awkward and prefer to be by myself. It is very lonely but I don't know what else to do.
I got fired from a local hospital because I gave a gift to a nurse that I really loved. I felt that she disliked me and thought I was rude. I just wanted to show her that I meant well. It was so hard to even say "hello" to her. I loved her co-workers also. I wasn't fired right away but two months later at Christmas because of my fondness of them I got fired for bringing in Christmas gifts. Now, I am still trying to pay off that credit card debt.
I also learned from my current employers children how shyness can make them seem like total stuck up jerks. They do not even look at you when you go near them but if you ask them questions they seem friendly. Anyway, my point is that many people who see very rude probably want to be nice but don't know how. I want to be nice but it is not easy to be friendly for me.
I got fired from a local hospital because I gave a gift to a nurse that I really loved. I felt that she disliked me and thought I was rude. I just wanted to show her that I meant well. It was so hard to even say "hello" to her. I loved her co-workers also. I wasn't fired right away but two months later at Christmas because of my fondness of them I got fired for bringing in Christmas gifts. Now, I am still trying to pay off that credit card debt.
I also learned from my current employers children how shyness can make them seem like total stuck up jerks. They do not even look at you when you go near them but if you ask them questions they seem friendly. Anyway, my point is that many people who see very rude probably want to be nice but don't know how. I want to be nice but it is not easy to be friendly for me.