Just got told by another girl that she'd like to be friends.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I say to her that I like someone and she says, "don't say me...yadda, yadda....". She's not the first girl to say this.
I'm just gonna go upstairs. Be alone. Fuck everything.
This is my emo moment for sure. I'm entitled to one I think.
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What the fuck is wrong with me?
I say to her that I like someone and she says, "don't say me...yadda, yadda....". She's not the first girl to say this.
I'm just gonna go upstairs. Be alone. Fuck everything.
This is my emo moment for sure. I'm entitled to one I think.
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productiondiva:
How's your week going????
productiondiva:
Stuff is ok. That blog was emotional ramblings. Life is bloody brilliant minus the pending surgery. I've missed you. Things are busy but I am hoping for a chance to call and chat soon!
Update. *spoken like Robert Stack*
There's not a whole lot to report here, but my ex-wife has been on a few dates since we split up and I have had none. I'm not wanting pity, it's just like, "What the hell is wrong with me?" lol I don't know. I don't get it.
I'm not really impressed with my photography lately and feel like it...
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There's not a whole lot to report here, but my ex-wife has been on a few dates since we split up and I have had none. I'm not wanting pity, it's just like, "What the hell is wrong with me?" lol I don't know. I don't get it.
I'm not really impressed with my photography lately and feel like it...
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cessnaqt:
What's up??? 
Is the divorce even final yet? Give it time Kev. It sounds like she's moving a little fast. And remember, the second you stop looking, someone will show up. Murphy's law I guess.
I'm gonna check out your pics too. I'm kind of in the same boat. I have no motivation to go out and shoot anything right now.......
Take care and stick around here eh? You've been totally MIA!
Is the divorce even final yet? Give it time Kev. It sounds like she's moving a little fast. And remember, the second you stop looking, someone will show up. Murphy's law I guess.
I'm gonna check out your pics too. I'm kind of in the same boat. I have no motivation to go out and shoot anything right now.......
Take care and stick around here eh? You've been totally MIA!
productiondiva:
Robert Stack was my idol as a kid. I know, I am wierd.
Oy! I miss you! Don't worry about her, there is a reason you split and feeling jealous won't help. Like Cess said, it hasn't been long at all and you can't look or you will never find.
Love ya!
Oy! I miss you! Don't worry about her, there is a reason you split and feeling jealous won't help. Like Cess said, it hasn't been long at all and you can't look or you will never find.
Love ya!
New blog.
I went to the parade today and took some pictures. They should be up on my deviantArt account soon, if they aren't already. The fair that followed...sucked. I was only there for like 15 minutes. Oh well.
I remember getting a lot more comments on my blogs before, but I guess my friends are burnt out on this site. I got that way...
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I went to the parade today and took some pictures. They should be up on my deviantArt account soon, if they aren't already. The fair that followed...sucked. I was only there for like 15 minutes. Oh well.
I remember getting a lot more comments on my blogs before, but I guess my friends are burnt out on this site. I got that way...
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brightredscream:
Part of the problem is it's summer - so people have lives and stuff 
kingmike:
when I was unemployed, between here and myspace, my entire day was occupied. Now that I have a job, I have less time to spend here, and then with all the things going on in the real world with me give me even less time. It's summer though so I have to take advantage of the good weather to get outside and do stuff.
I think it is women everywhere that are like that. My biggest problem is that I'm too shy and I have a hard time approaching women. When you do find a woman, she'll be a quality one that will love you for you. That's how I feel about my situation at least.
I think it is women everywhere that are like that. My biggest problem is that I'm too shy and I have a hard time approaching women. When you do find a woman, she'll be a quality one that will love you for you. That's how I feel about my situation at least.
Update.
The paperwork hasn't been drawn up yet, because I'm trying to come up with the money to get a lawyer, so we can get this over with.
I've been hanging out with friends a lot, but I've found that when I reach out to them, I can't connect with them. They cannot relate to my situation, nor do they want to be burdened with...
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The paperwork hasn't been drawn up yet, because I'm trying to come up with the money to get a lawyer, so we can get this over with.
I've been hanging out with friends a lot, but I've found that when I reach out to them, I can't connect with them. They cannot relate to my situation, nor do they want to be burdened with...
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productiondiva:
I dunno if this news will cheer you up any but..... I GOT MY PLANE TICKETS THIS WEEK! I will be touching down in St. Louis on Tuesday Oct 2nd. Who knew you could be this excited about a work trip?!? Hahahaha it is hillarious cause my boss thinks I am all excited about the conference (which I kinda am) but really, I am super duper excited to hang out with you. And Timber and Mike who are road tripping out from OH on the weekend to hang out. Yay for midwest SG friends!
I miss you a lot. I haven't been commenting but I have been keeping up on the blogs. I have a huge hug for you k? And I am thinking nothing but good thoughts. Love you!!!
I will be touching down in St. Louis on Tuesday Oct 2nd. Who knew you could be this excited about a work trip?!? Hahahaha it is hillarious cause my boss thinks I am all excited about the conference (which I kinda am) but really, I am super duper excited to hang out with you. And Timber and Mike who are road tripping out from OH on the weekend to hang out. Yay for midwest SG friends!
I miss you a lot. I haven't been commenting but I have been keeping up on the blogs. I have a huge hug for you k? And I am thinking nothing but good thoughts. Love you!!!
cessnaqt:
Hey my friend. Hope everything is looking up for you.......
I love the new profile pic! New situation, new man?
XOXOXO
I love the new profile pic! New situation, new man?
XOXOXO
I'm getting divorced. 
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_jordan_:
Most people are about a million times happier after their divorce. I hope you're one of them.
vestril:
I always see condolences for divorces, but I can never tell whether those are appropriate or congratulations. Pick whichever you like better and take it from me.
I haven't blogged in a while, so I thought I'd update everyone on what's been going on.
My mom is doing a lot better now. Her voice is coming back and she actually sounds like herself again. We went to this church she goes to to have our pictures taken. It was me, my brother, my mom, stepdad, and his three kids. She loved the...
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My mom is doing a lot better now. Her voice is coming back and she actually sounds like herself again. We went to this church she goes to to have our pictures taken. It was me, my brother, my mom, stepdad, and his three kids. She loved the...
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brightredscream:
Your mom is in my thoughts....
:hearts:
:hearts:
I haven't posted one of these since May 7? Damn.
Anyway, here's an update.
Business is starting to pick up again over here at the video store. We were doing bad there for a little bit and it made it hard to pay some bills. Anyway, I hope we're over that now.
Most of you aren't aware that my mom has been told she has...
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Anyway, here's an update.
Business is starting to pick up again over here at the video store. We were doing bad there for a little bit and it made it hard to pay some bills. Anyway, I hope we're over that now.
Most of you aren't aware that my mom has been told she has...
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paperdress:
Hey Kev, it's nice to see things are going ok for ya. I send good thoughts to your mom x 1,000.
productiondiva:
how are you!?!?!?!?!?! how is your mom?
I was supposed to take prom pictures of my cousin and her date at the marina in town here.
Here's what went wrong.
They were almost an hour late, instead of just two people there were 16, and there were a ton of mothers and relatives there too, so they ALL only did there poses and we all took their pictures. Pretty cookie cutter, if...
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Here's what went wrong.
They were almost an hour late, instead of just two people there were 16, and there were a ton of mothers and relatives there too, so they ALL only did there poses and we all took their pictures. Pretty cookie cutter, if...
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cessnaqt:
Hi my friend! How are you doing? How was the Pirate thing?
Muah!
Muah!
productiondiva:
I been missing me some Kev. How are you love?
I deleted my old blog and replaced it with this shiney new one. 
Birthdays meant so much to me when I was growing up. Everyone paid attention to me and I got all kinds of presents. I would do stuff with my friends and I would have a blast every May 8th.
Today, I wake up and find two cards from Sadie. One with Napoleon...
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Birthdays meant so much to me when I was growing up. Everyone paid attention to me and I got all kinds of presents. I would do stuff with my friends and I would have a blast every May 8th.
Today, I wake up and find two cards from Sadie. One with Napoleon...
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productiondiva:
Hello love. Sorry I missed out on all the birthday wishes. I have been INSANELY busy. But now that I am done with the farm, I am back to give you love. I miss you too. A lot. We should talk! Call me sometime tonight or this weekend when you have time to chat k?
paperdress:
happy birthday, buddy. you rock.
I've been Photoshoppin' like crazy lately, making all kinds of things. If anybody is planning on doing a set for PSW or EO and might like some Photoshoppin', I'm your guy or if you want some pictures edited that's cool too. I could use the practice.
Check out my DeviantArt account to see the newest picture I made. http://luckynumberkevin.deviantart.com is where ya click.
Check out my DeviantArt account to see the newest picture I made. http://luckynumberkevin.deviantart.com is where ya click.
productiondiva:
Yay for photoshop! I wish I could afford that shit! I would love to get back into it. I used it daily when I worked for the university doing copy and promo stuff the the perfoming arts center! Thinking about that makes me miss my lovely mac even more!
love you!
love you!