Update.
The paperwork hasn't been drawn up yet, because I'm trying to come up with the money to get a lawyer, so we can get this over with.
I've been hanging out with friends a lot, but I've found that when I reach out to them, I can't connect with them. They cannot relate to my situation, nor do they want to be burdened with this heavy drama. These are the friends that I see on a regular basis, by the way.
I just feel so alone all the time and awkward. I feel just as awkward around women as I did in high school.
It's not cool.
If somebody comes along, they come along, but I'd probably be better off just being alone. No physical or emotional interaction. *sigh*
The paperwork hasn't been drawn up yet, because I'm trying to come up with the money to get a lawyer, so we can get this over with.
I've been hanging out with friends a lot, but I've found that when I reach out to them, I can't connect with them. They cannot relate to my situation, nor do they want to be burdened with this heavy drama. These are the friends that I see on a regular basis, by the way.
I just feel so alone all the time and awkward. I feel just as awkward around women as I did in high school.
It's not cool.
If somebody comes along, they come along, but I'd probably be better off just being alone. No physical or emotional interaction. *sigh*
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I miss you a lot. I haven't been commenting but I have been keeping up on the blogs. I have a huge hug for you k? And I am thinking nothing but good thoughts. Love you!!!
I love the new profile pic! New situation, new man?
XOXOXO