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big news guys

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i just applied to be a suicide girl


spur of the moment
the pics i used aren't even good pics
but they are an accurate description of me
:]
so here we go
i guess we'll see
i don't expect to get in this time around
but i don't think its impossible lol
biggrin

so this last weekend my...
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averagebadfriend:
You as a suicide girl would be the highlight of my year!
sifo:
Hallo? am back like?
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ok
so i'm back
after a long.....sabatical i guess you could call it

i guess i needed time to....fix things? yeah....something like that

but i'm back

and all the details from when i was gone can be left out
it was all basically just depressed, work, depressed, work, depressed, work....and so on
so we wont go into that

but things are better

and i am...
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clytie:
yay! glad you're back!!!!!
darqkloud:
Glad your doing better Doll. smile

Take care.
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i don't think that there is anything more embarassing, depressing, and demeaning than trying to commit suicide and not succeeding.

makes you feel even more like a failure
not only a failure at life...but even a failure at death

i'm sorry i haven't been replying to anything
its been a bad week
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morbidkitten:
hun what the hell is going on are you alright? send me a message if you need to talk everything will be ok kiss
darqkloud:
Hey Darlin',

Hope all is going better for you.
kiss
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ok
i know no suicide girls actually read my journal
so if anyone knows i'd appreciate the help!

what kind of pictures should i send in to actually have a chance at being accepted as a suicide girl???

i REALLY want to do it
and i don't want to ruin my chances by sending in crap pictures

also...i'm going to dye my hair black and...
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series11:
Oh yeah, I did have long hair. It was like Shakira's. Wavy to almost curls, it had a mind of its own and if it didn't want to stay in place it wouldn't . I liked my hair long though. I swore I have to eat for two when it was long. I mostly put it up and people swore I was in the Mafia. I like my hair short too because its easier to deal with in these conditions. I like your hair both short and long though, I am curious what it will look like black and green but even brown looks great. I hope things are going well for you take care. smile
fellonearth:
So you wanna be a rockstar, eh? They you're really going to have to rock. Everyone elses advise sounds good, so I doubt I've much to add. There may be other photographers available if the SG ones are "too busy", just make sure you see some of their work first. And don't forget to GET REFERENCES!!! Some people give other professional photographers (and well intentioned shutterbugs) a bad name because they are creeps who will just be trying to get their jollies off of watching you... Um, then again why did you want be an SGl? blush Ok, reverse that. biggrin What I meant to say was... Ah hell, screw it. Give 'em hell and don't be discouraged if you get rejected after your first (or even second) set attempt. As long as you are having fun. You either are or aren't an SG. It's not a matter of acceptance, it's a state of mind. My bro's fiance is gettin set to do her second set soon (yes it is a little wierd confused ). If you want to talk to a few people who are in the "hopefuls", try contacting WhiteWidow, Applejax and Asthenia (they're all Canadian too) wink . Have fun!
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i have new pictures
because i'm bald
i have NO HAIR!!

WAAAAHHHAAAAHHAAAAAHHAAAA!!!! [<-not a crying sound...just a random noise!]

yep.
Ian's sister Caitlin [sheesh...i hope i spelled that right]
cut my hair for me yesterday!!
i LOVE it SOOOOO much!!!
it looks CRAZY!!!
its hott
wewt

but my dad is going to SHOOT me!!!
haha
he HATES short hair
so he's going to hate it...
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captmonte:
What the hell!!! That was the fastest response I've ever gotten!! Wow! And, from a hot chick, no less. I'm flattered! Let me know if you pick it up or anything. It's kinda like this site. More community than game. But, still with a lot of hack and slash!!! ARRR!!!
korben:
your hot.
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An echoed silence fills her mind. I went blind today. I stumbled through the halls thinking your name.....am I dead? No one is that kind. A burst of black dots splay across her eyes. I went deaf today. I listened for the comforting rhythms but they were gone......now am I dead? No use hoping. Pain blossoms in my secret heart....
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sifo:
Haaahaaa! I like your page so much! Is that really you sittin on the lavvy? (toilet)

Petrol prices are outrageous!! youknow that Shell made 3.3billion in profits recently? What the fuck!? Although I sometimes don't mind that so much cos over here, if it cost 97.9 pence per litre of petrol about 92 pence of that is tax!! (roughly) the rest is split amongst the petrol station owners and the petrol companies.
Anyway... More toilet pics! They are pretty!
darqkloud:
Horay, smile
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RAHHHH!!!

yep.

thats all i got for now

i need to redo my myspace

bok
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metropunk:
I posted a blog on My Space as to why I am not sure about it anymore. . . .
greyandblack:
i'll post words never seen before by human eye's.......I'm not on MySpace...there the world will now end and shatter into the billion pieces representing every user on that site, I just don't have the time right now but I intend on joining this summer. smile
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Ok
let me start with...i am ok. things actually turned out very well....kinda....in one aspect they are awesome. in another they will be awesome when things dont hurt anymore.

thank you to all of you who left me comments! i love you all.

So the shit hit the fan as I said before
And I still hate that expression.along with most expressions for that matter...
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darqkloud:
I see in no way you being a "terrible person". Some one has some relationship issues to work out and needs to not drag people down with him.

I want to make a sign like that to go over my potty when guest come over. My friends are a little NTB.

Take care smile
shanedoe:
that is a sad story! frown
I hope the Florida thing works out for you!! *hugs*
and those are the greatest socks ever!!
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uhm yeah
just thought i'd tell everyone that the shit has hit the fan
really it has
everything is about to go down
i'll update everyone on it when i get a chance
omg

and btw...i hate that expression....i don't know why i used it....the shit has hit the fan? worst expression ever
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hydra:
Well, the expression is good, but it does paint a rather foul picture in my head.

I guess it's more for like...something horrible has happened and you don't even know what to do... because the shit would be all over the wall.

I hope everything's alright. Take care dearest.
pixiygurl:
oooh honey hope all is well frown
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Ok.so Im attempting to write this journal|blog thingee withOUT losing it :/
If I lose it again Im gonna shoot a chimp in the face

Mood: sore? Yepthats what I am just sore
Listening to: We Have Come for Your Parents by AMENawesome cd [times eleventyfourtynineeightytwo]
Watching: The music video for Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge. [WEIRDEST.VIDEO.EVER. wtf?! Im so confoozled]
Reading: still...
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clytie:
Yeah- drunk texts are the worst... and it is really bad when you have to close one eye to see what you are typing... that is usually how it goes for me... and I am always embarassed the next morning... this guy who was the object of my drunk texts has a girlfriend... so it was BAD NEWS from the start... after realizing he couldn't give a shit about my feelings in this torrid situation- deleting his number was the only thing I COULD do... hahaha... I was bummed at first... but then I hooked up with a new crush- who is much more worth my drunk texts...hahaaha

I am so glad that you also share in my drunken vices! And also glad that it worked out better for you than it did for me...hahaha Sounds like someday you and I should get together for a drink--- and leave our cell phones at home! hahaha
schiavona:
Ouch. Your hand? How in the world did that happen?? eeek How's it feel today?

She's been sick since Sunday. She had a really stressful month at work, then a hard trip, and I think she got really run down. She's starting to feel better now. This weekend we're going to a house warming then dinner with some friends, but next weekend is my "official" birthday party. So soon, soon. wink

kiss kiss
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AHEIV UIC OIKjgc shtoiuhwehoruonga vtio ujtqtjp' ggjahwejk nfacv bviojcperkatgr!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!1!!!!ELEVENTYONE!!!11!!!!111!!!1
[yep...that would be me having a temper tantrum on the keyboard....]

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just accidentally "navagated away" from this page and lost the journal i wrote
LAMETASTIC!!!!
ARGH!!!!
i'm mad now
and you know....the funny thing is....NORMALLY i write these in word FIRST....and THEN i put them on this page...but no....the ONE time i make the...
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vivid:
Thanks for your comment on my set ... I hope you enjoyed it!
series11:
I constantly lose what I write, that or since I'm in the computer center here I get kicked off because there is a line. I'm glad your weekend was good though. We've been so busy lately that no one knew it was easter until some one said Happy Easter to us. The same thing happened to Christmas. Its alright though I have Lacuna Coil to listen to. I hope things get better with your computer. Take Care smile