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I'm tired.

of worrying
being paranoid
crying
feeling bad
fucking up
not knowing
headaches
tossing and turning all night

So sick of hurting.
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fry:
I know that feeling, just make sure you surround yourself with people you trust. It always feels like you are completely alone when you are are feeling depressed but in my experience that's rarely the case. Sometimes help will come from unexpected sources, sometimes it will be right under you nose but there's usually some around if you look in the right places.
fry:
I hope your ok, this is a shitty time of year to be miserable. Kinda strange that, seeing as so many people are miserable but no one ever said humans had to make sense. Hope you have a great New Year and 2007 is brilliant for you kiss
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The storms rolling through Seattle this week are getting a bit intense. The ind woke me up 4 times throughout the night, and it hasn't stopped. I'm worried my roof might cave in from the rain, let's hope that doesn't happen.

Got our Christmas tree last night! While decorating the tree, BunBun was going crazy in her cage...It was pretty freaking cute until she bounced...
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Well, the new layout is interesting! Wasn't sure about it at first, but now I'm thinking I like it. I'm sure once I get used to it, it will change again though wink

Downloading this WoW patch and I just want to log in already. I should be doing laundry and cleaning house while it DL's, but I'm wasting my time online instead. Glad to see...
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fry:
TIme wasted doing something fun isn't really time wasted. I think your motivation is probably on a well earned break. My motivation drags me to work every day and I have no idea why, I wish it would take a break.
fry:
You would adore my uncles house then, he has more lights up then an international airport and I think we counted 3 trees although we may have missed some. We haven't got anything up at home as we have had the builders in, it does feel pecularly un-Christmassy.
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Hahahaha, Ohhh Kelly.



Siv's journal refreshed my obsession.
fry:
I just couldn't face going to another show on my own, esepcially on the weekend when I am really busy anyway. At least I didn't waste any money on drink so I am going to pass it off as a cost saving exercise although obviously it would have been cheaper not to buy the tickets in the first place.

Snow? What is this snow you speak of? I think the south east of England gets the least snow of any region of northern Europe and this year is on course for being the warmest on record and records go back to the 17th century so not a lot of snow going on. All I am getting is rained on. I'll swap you some drizzle for some snow? biggrin
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I really love dinner parties. Making lists, going grocery shopping, getting liquor and mixers. Rushing around the kitchen cooking, trying to make things perfect. Even more fun when it's a surprise for good friends.

Here's to having a wonderful night with awesome company smile

Cheers!
fry:
Hope you had a good night, the idea of cooking for lots of people is a part of my personal hell. I don't mind cooking just not for lots of people. In fact I don't like it so much I'd volunteer to wash the dishes as a get out clause. biggrin
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Ever have one of those days?

Well, I'm having one.

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fry:
Hmmm, a shitty day. I proscribe going straight home and straight to bed with a warm drink and some good tunes. Just pretend the day isn't happening.

Sounds like Seattle is as wet as the UK. Is it the horrid, drizzly sort of rain or are you at least getting some decent storms to watch? I hate it when it just rains constanly but never hard enough to constitute a proper downpour.

And yes I also would go mad without the internet, I actually think it's all I go to work for.
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Off to Oregon! Yay for weddings of loved ones and weekend getaways at great hotels smile
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OK so HOLY FREAKING SHIT BATMAN, yesterday was the best birthday EVER.

My boyfriend and my friends are AMAZING PEOPLE AND I LOVE THEM. Last night we went to dinner, which was awesome. Vanilla lemon drops, veggie BLT's and then the best gift ever was given to me.

A new fucking iMac.

I am still in major shock. I have been so frustrated with my...
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sureality:
So I noticed you dug the last bailey set! If you are interested you can read about behind the scenes info in my Oct. 31st journal entry. So did you notice the burning car? Most people mised it. Its our fun little "plant".
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It's going to be an awesome day!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN YA'LL!

ARRR!!!
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fry:
Happy birthday!!!

Happy Halloween even though I don't really dig halloween. It's only slightly less pointless then valentines.
burtlo:
Happy Birthday! Here's to smelling like dessert! biggrin
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Ok, TV dilemma handled. Grr what a fucking day yesterday. All the TV delivery drama in the morning, then my internet got fucked up, my WoW account went down so that's going to be out for the next few days. THEN after I get this damn TV and the whole home theatre system hooked up, I get a phone call from a good friend of...
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fry:
I'm off to see The Long Blondes in a bit, nothing like a good gig to cheer you up.
burtlo:
Thank you. Happy birthday to you in a just a few more hours!