keribelle

Trying to stay busy isn't easy when your head is full of things. I am so tired, so I take pills to help me sleep, but I wake up feeling restless still. I get up and put on a happy face just so I won't have to answer any questions from people and that just makes me even more tired and flustered.

The only bright side to this shit, is by the end of today you'll be able to eat off of every surface in this house. My hands are almost raw from bleach and cleaning products (I always forget to wear gloves) and the amount of clothes I've taken out of my closet is crazy. You don't know how much shit you have until it's all in a pile on your floor.

Life. Jesus christ, it loves to kick me in the face sometimes, and honestly I'm tired of it. I'm tired of watching the people I care about slip away from me. I'm tired of turning in resumes and have nobody call me back. I'm tired of friends canceling plans at the last minute. Grrrbleh!

This is my only internet time this weekend. I'm making myself stay away from the computer for awhile, which means no WoW and honestly I'm thinking of canceling my account.

Well, I suppose that's enough randomness for one day. I have to run some errands at the pet shop, and I need to go get some batteries for this computer controller. I'm not sure how much I'll use it, but it's driving me nuts that I can't since it has no battery. My excitement of the day is the new vacuum cleaner. Ohhhh what is my life coming to?

By the way, Little Miss Sunshine was fantastic. You should seriously go watch it.