feelin like crap, so i decided to postpone my birthday til next sunday. which means i have to be 29 for another week!
rescheduled the few little things i had planned (tattoo appointment, amateur photoshoot, dinner), contacted close friends, etc. now i can just unravel and drift in pieces for a while.
the problem is clearly that i blew my wad last weekend, partying and looking at apartments (found one! will post pictures when the time comes. lease signed, bam. watch "swap meet" group for shit that i'll be selling to fund the move - and you know i don't have a lot left, so we're getting down to the high quality merch here.)
just got a call from my friend ben, from the hospital. he had a horrible stomach pain. turned out it's testicular cancer. he's like 32, yo. hopefully the cancer is contained, so worst case scenario he'll be playing one-ball. still.
[funny aside about ben: he recently took a trip to india. prior to the trip, he took all the precautions: sunproof hat, mosquito repellent, anti-mallaria treatment, antibiotics. then, on his last day in india, he threw out his back playing volleyball. he was in massive pain during the 13 hour planeride back, and was laid up for weeks once back home. i empathized, but it also cracked me up.]
what the fuck. all my pretty ones dropping like flies.
back to bed, babies.
rescheduled the few little things i had planned (tattoo appointment, amateur photoshoot, dinner), contacted close friends, etc. now i can just unravel and drift in pieces for a while.
the problem is clearly that i blew my wad last weekend, partying and looking at apartments (found one! will post pictures when the time comes. lease signed, bam. watch "swap meet" group for shit that i'll be selling to fund the move - and you know i don't have a lot left, so we're getting down to the high quality merch here.)
just got a call from my friend ben, from the hospital. he had a horrible stomach pain. turned out it's testicular cancer. he's like 32, yo. hopefully the cancer is contained, so worst case scenario he'll be playing one-ball. still.
[funny aside about ben: he recently took a trip to india. prior to the trip, he took all the precautions: sunproof hat, mosquito repellent, anti-mallaria treatment, antibiotics. then, on his last day in india, he threw out his back playing volleyball. he was in massive pain during the 13 hour planeride back, and was laid up for weeks once back home. i empathized, but it also cracked me up.]
what the fuck. all my pretty ones dropping like flies.
back to bed, babies.
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Thoughts to your friend.
Have you decided on a colour for your new apartment yet?
Hope you feel well enough to do all those exciting things soon.
Vitiman C!