Gods! i am so over it!! I caNNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE...if the gods want me to continue their work...i need a fucking break. i cannot continue the work like this. my car, which we thought was fixed, quit on me for the past two days...i face ANOTHER birthday alone...holidays are fucking killing me...job SUX...ex wants to come over tomorrow and get the rest of her stuff...i just cannot take it anymore...i wish i would die...just cant take it anymore....gods help me
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Read back what you said to me in my journal. The same goes for you.
Once she comes over and picks up her stuff, you don't have to deal with her anymore. That's it. Time to move on, new chapter. You'll love it, eventually, I promise.
I'm sorry you're going through this.
New beginnings are nice if you allow them to be, remember that life is not a series of things that happens to you, it's a series of reactions. How you react to everything determines life.
Easier said than done, i know, but it has helped to make me feel somewhat in control when i'm in the middle of a shitstorm...