Ok, I am so FUCKING depressed. Been trying to cope here, but can't anymore. Long story short: My Lover left July 23rd and on August 1st I had emergency surgery on my gut and I hace a temp. colostomy. Dr says we will reverse if Oct 1st. I live in a big house alone and I cannot move because of my impending surgery. First opp will be aound the Holidays. No one calls, comes by or even cares if I live or die. I went to the DR friday and he put me on antidepressants. I ran into an old girlfriend recently and she let me know she is single, but I cannot do anything until after the surgery. WHO THE HELL DID I PISS OFF? I am so fucking over being the Universe's kick ball.
Gwyddion
Gwyddion
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bloodyhammer:
Shit man.. I'm sorry to hear of your troubles. BELIEVE me I can relate. Somehow just getting through life's little shit storms makes us stronger in the long run. I hope everything works out for the better. Take care.
karalynn:
Still thinking about you.