Went to the dr today. She put me on a higher dose of Zoloft while she lessens the paxil. She suggested that I commit myself to a mental hospital for a week or two. Not sure about that. want to try the meds and counseling and see what happens. Being committed makes me feel that I would be an utter failure and cannto handle this....
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Was so depressed Sunday night I called suicide hotline and spoke to someone for over 2 hours. I went to someone who can help me through their organization with money and counseling. Was so upset Monday I did not go to a job interview. Went on an interview today. Went well and I hope I get the job, even though it is for something I...
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Dear Lord and Lady! Have I not suffered enough for YOU? Hannah was so cold and disassociated when she picked up Rhi. She said nothing about the letter I sent nor about the letter she sent me. I felt as if she did not know who I was. I am thinking about going to a Goth Night at a local club to see if she...
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ponette:
Well... what happened?
Chin up!
Chin up!
karalynn:
Any more recent news? Maybe better news?
Wish there was something more to do from over the pond than just worry.
Wish there was something more to do from over the pond than just worry.
My daughter's school called today to say that she was sick and I picked her up. Found out that she is changing schools and today was her last day. her mother (Hannah) has not told me this. It is closer to where they moved to but I think it would be best for Rhiannon (the daughter) to stay where she is: Too much going on...
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karalynn:
Thinking about you.
ponette:
Thanks for the encouragement. 
I do hope everything went OK with Hannah.
I do hope everything went OK with Hannah.
Still doing the job hunt thing. Sent out six resumes yesterday and sent another today and called ANOTHER temp agency. Brother is off of the respirator and sitting in a nearby chair in his room st times. They are moving him out of ICU and into a less guarded ward. Hope it goes well. I just know that the man i knew as my brother...
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karalynn:
Good luck in the Job Hunt!!!! I'm glad to hear your brother is recovering that is really great. Last year about this time my father got sick and was in a Coma. It was a really difficult experiance on us. My thoughts are with you.
Thanks for the Kudos on my new skates. After the crap election I needed something to boost my spirits so I was bad and bought myself some happiness,Skates, candy, silly socks, silly undies and a couple CDs eeek it looks really bad all written out like that.
Thanks for the Kudos on my new skates. After the crap election I needed something to boost my spirits so I was bad and bought myself some happiness,Skates, candy, silly socks, silly undies and a couple CDs eeek it looks really bad all written out like that.
So dissappointed in the election results. Fout more years of stupidity...
boheme:
yes, brother . . . it is for shit . . .
Going to mother's for a few days. Going to help with my brother who is in hospital and has been for several days. He is not doing well. I hope I can be strong for her and him. I am still in a shambles. Had a major "pity party" for myself last night...was really bad. Cried for several hours and screamed out my fears and...
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karalynn:
Still thinking of you.
ladywook:
thinking of you as well. take care, hun 
My wife asked me for a hand-parting today. She does not want to divorce until I get a job with benefits, so she wants a spiritual parting so she can start the new year independent of me. I feel like dying. I cannot do this at this time. My life is in shambles. I have nothing to look forward to. I have nothing to give...
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arete:
*hugs* you will get through this. it might seem impossible, but things will settle eventually.
karalynn:
Oh man. I just got around to reading everyones journal since I got the crud. This is awful news.
Did anything come of the letter? Did you send it?
Did anything come of the letter? Did you send it?
Went on a job interview. It went well and they seemed excited that I had experience doing the job they are advertising for...heard nothind definite yet...been over 48 hours and still no offer. Went to a temp agengy today and tested. All they have is for call centers (UGH!). I guess I will take what they can offer so I can get $$ flowing and...
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arete:
finding a job always sucks. but you'll be back on your feet and into your new routine in no time
susannahjoy:
ickiness seems to be getting better, so no worries! right now i'm at the hacking stuff up part, but usually i'm completely better within a couple days of that. get it out of my system and all. and yeah, that's really gross, but eh, i dont care. i'm a gross person, what can i say
Ok. I'm tired of feeling this way-depressed. I need advice on what to do.
For those of you who have not followed my journal, my lover moved out in July after we have been together for over five years. She said we lost the ability to communicate over the years (1.5 to 2 she says). She lost her job in January and I supported her...
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For those of you who have not followed my journal, my lover moved out in July after we have been together for over five years. She said we lost the ability to communicate over the years (1.5 to 2 she says). She lost her job in January and I supported her...
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karalynn:
Get to a marriage counselor. You both will benifit even if things down work out in the long run.
Good luck. And feel free to talk anytime.
Good luck. And feel free to talk anytime.
poison:
I hate situations like this. Life is so depressing. In your case I would say that it isn't good to give up so easily. If it's something worth fighting for, fight for it tooth and nail. If you don't, you may regret if for the rest of your life. Good luck sweety.
Well....Dr released me to drive and go to work. Also got the staples out. NOW I get to go look for a job. Have some prospects...best is to go to a temp agency to get $$ until I can find something better. Here's hoping.
Gwyddion
Gwyddion
neyrissa:
*hugs*
Glad you feel better! I'm getting there, myself!
I'm just trying to remind myself that people break up for a reason. *shrug* People grow apart...I hope that's not what's happening, but most likely it is.
As much as I'd want him back, the fact that we broke up for a reason would always be on my mind...
Maybe it's better this way? For you, I mean? Instead of thinking of the past, live on, into the present, and future...
*hugs*
Glad you feel better! I'm getting there, myself!
I'm just trying to remind myself that people break up for a reason. *shrug* People grow apart...I hope that's not what's happening, but most likely it is.
As much as I'd want him back, the fact that we broke up for a reason would always be on my mind...
Maybe it's better this way? For you, I mean? Instead of thinking of the past, live on, into the present, and future...
*hugs*
Well....due to financial reasons, my last day here will be on 12.09.04. I have to cancel my membership to save money-surgery, no job, no prospects-I have to cut back.
Anyone who is interested in keeping in touch-my email addy is keltdruid65@yahoo.com. Best way to keep up w me. I will be here until then, but after Dec 9th-no more! I have enjoyed my time here...
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Anyone who is interested in keeping in touch-my email addy is keltdruid65@yahoo.com. Best way to keep up w me. I will be here until then, but after Dec 9th-no more! I have enjoyed my time here...
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_catalyst_:
I know of a diet and supplement program that has changed everyone's life who's tried it...Including mine and my close friends...I feel pressed to pass the info along to you as I am confident it will help you with your recovery...
I don't want to preach, only share. The book that started it all...
If you want you can check out my ramblings here...
Peace
I don't want to preach, only share. The book that started it all...
If you want you can check out my ramblings here...
Peace
karalynn:
Hi Sweets,
feel free to write me whatever you want. ok?
Still keeping you in my thoughts.
Brightest Blessings,
KaraLynn
feel free to write me whatever you want. ok?
Still keeping you in my thoughts.
Brightest Blessings,
KaraLynn
I hope these meds work out, sometimes it just about finding the right combination
Thanks for chatting with me the other day, was good fun. Hope we can do it again in the future
Thinking of you, hun ::hugs::