Haven't updated in a while. Here goes:
Job sucks. It pays most of the bills though.
Holidays sucked. I could not be around the family when presents were passed out. I went and hid in Mum's room and watched telly until they were done. I cried driving home. I expect that New year's won't be any better...I have to work until midnight.
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Job sucks. It pays most of the bills though.
Holidays sucked. I could not be around the family when presents were passed out. I went and hid in Mum's room and watched telly until they were done. I cried driving home. I expect that New year's won't be any better...I have to work until midnight.
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Blessed Yule to all my friends. 
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alienprincess:
loosing Baby, (that was my dog's name) was also kind of like loosing an elderly relative-- she's now at peace--- but it's funny how a really smart/people friendly dog can be like a child. Baby was totally a family member.
lillithvain:
Thanks so much for the nice comment you left on my set!!!
psstt...red is my actual hair color...
I hope you had a happy holiday season!
psstt...red is my actual hair color...
I hope you had a happy holiday season!DUDE!! Needing a few days to rest. Had a HUGE birthday bash at the house Friday night and then went to a Yule party Saturday night. Both were mindblowing, but I was told my bash was better and more fun. WOO-HOO!!!
Thanks to all who wished me well on my b-day. I think I wrote all of you back. If not, sorry-my bad.
Thanks to all who wished me well on my b-day. I think I wrote all of you back. If not, sorry-my bad.
arete:
yay! good birthday = good year coming up
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[Edited on Dec 14, 2004 7:30PM]
karalynn:
Our coven Yule is Sunday.
Happy Weekend.
Happy Weekend.
the ex came to get the rest of her shit...She said that she had an 8yr old crying because they were putting up their Yule tree and she did not have her decorations to put on the tree. I told her this could have been avoided if she came Sat to get it like I suggested. I told her to leave the attitude and chaos...
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laurannahidabing:
happy birthday, It sucks that you won't be able to see her daughter, once she realizes how important a father figure is to a child she'll most likely do something to fill the void, especially when it's filled someone who cares. 
ladywook:
you know we love u here, hun, and best wishes are always in order
Gods! i am so over it!! I caNNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE...if the gods want me to continue their work...i need a fucking break. i cannot continue the work like this. my car, which we thought was fixed, quit on me for the past two days...i face ANOTHER birthday alone...holidays are fucking killing me...job SUX...ex wants to come over tomorrow and get the rest of her...
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neyrissa:
I'm so sorry you're feelign shit. *hugs*
Read back what you said to me in my journal. The same goes for you.
Once she comes over and picks up her stuff, you don't have to deal with her anymore. That's it. Time to move on, new chapter. You'll love it, eventually, I promise.
Read back what you said to me in my journal. The same goes for you.
Once she comes over and picks up her stuff, you don't have to deal with her anymore. That's it. Time to move on, new chapter. You'll love it, eventually, I promise.
arricura:
*hugs*
I'm sorry you're going through this.
New beginnings are nice if you allow them to be, remember that life is not a series of things that happens to you, it's a series of reactions. How you react to everything determines life.
Easier said than done, i know, but it has helped to make me feel somewhat in control when i'm in the middle of a shitstorm...
I'm sorry you're going through this.
New beginnings are nice if you allow them to be, remember that life is not a series of things that happens to you, it's a series of reactions. How you react to everything determines life.
Easier said than done, i know, but it has helped to make me feel somewhat in control when i'm in the middle of a shitstorm...
shitty...that is how i feel. i am so lonely and am tired of feeling alone. i am so depressed. my birthday is in a week and i feel like such a loser and useless.
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karalynn:
Sorry you are feeling so bad. 
neyrissa:
*big huge hug*
You know I'm here for you.
You know I'm here for you.
Why do memories return to us? Like a spectre from a Victorian Gothic novel, they stalk us and then prey upon us until we are left naught but a shell of ourselves. Try as we might, there is no talisman to stop thier relentless attacks on our psyche. We struggle to be heroic, but in the end fail as we are left to ourselves and...
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ladywook:
how are you getting on at your new job, hun?
ladywook:
i know, call centers suck. i have worked in 3 different ones, and no doubt i am headed to one in the near future. at least it gives you something different to think about...and you can now bitch about your job to all the unemployed folk
Not sure what I am gonna do today. last two days of freedom before I start my job...yippie (bleh). Thinking of looking up an ex and popping in at her work... she is an exotic dancer. Beautiful, smart, witty-only prob she is a little self centered and sometimes does not think of others with her actions. Classic example: We were to meet for Indian food...
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lillithvain:
Um... doesn't sound like a good relationship, but looking at hot girls is lots of fun.
Enjoy the shaking and gyrating!!! I would!
Hope you had a wonderful weekend!!
Enjoy the shaking and gyrating!!! I would!
Hope you had a wonderful weekend!!
ponette:
Congrats on the new job!
Bored, bored, bored, bored. I hate fucking holidays.
ladywook:
hope you had some turkey for me...no turkey day over here, sucks
how you doing, hun?
how you doing, hun?
arete:
hope your weekend is less boring for you. if it makes you feel any better, i spent the whole evening waiting for my brother to come home with my car. he's still not back yet...
Woo-hoo!! Got a job. It is not for alot of money, but it will help and it will give me something to do. I can always look while I work there. 
xynotz:
thanks for paying for me to sit around on my buttocks.
jk
i am gainfully employed as well.
jk
i am gainfully employed as well.
emmy_mayhem:
CONGRATS!!!
I HATE waiting on others to do what they say they will. i am DESPIRATELY looking for a job. Been unemployed since September this year. Interviewed with so many people and doing the corp. bs lines to get them to hire me as their latest lap dog. Waiting for the propective employer to call a former employer to verify I worked there. No snags except...
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arete:
interviews are the worst. they're just like acting in a play- sell yourself out and tell them what they want to hear 
i know it sucks. hope everything goes well
i know it sucks. hope everything goes well
emmy_mayhem:
hang in there. 2005 is just around the corner.
i currently work in call center, so i know how important praise can be. im calling back once i get my bill.
i currently work in call center, so i know how important praise can be. im calling back once i get my bill.
Patrick, my brother, died Sunday morning a little before 400. Going to Mother's and see what needs to be done...
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ponette:
I'm so sorry to hear this news. I'll be thinking of you this week. Sending peaceful hope your way.
ladywook:
just saw the news, really sorry to hear that for you, hun
::big higs and kisses::
::big higs and kisses::
Happy New Year!