kelsi

can you tell i get bored? ugh im so lonely

01. i have a cell phone. -yes
02. i have friends who use me. -idk?
03. i am an only child. -no
04. i am a shopoholic. -no
05. i love dangly earrings.-yes!
06. i have smoked a cigarette before. -haha yes.
07. i love cold weather.- not always
08. i'm obsessed with the computer.-only myspace and sg
09. i have shot a gun before. air pellet gun thingy
10. i can't live without music. very true
11. i have no tolerance of ignorant people. they can get to me at times
12. i have ridden on a motorcycle before. no
13. i'll be in this town forever. fuck no
14. i've been to 5 other countries. nope
15. i get annoyed easily. sometimes
16. i eventually want kids. yeah
17. i have neat handwriting. nah, its sloppy
18. i have more than a few horrible memories. yeah
19. i am addicted to chocolate. yes
20. i am agnostic. no/maybe/idk
21. my parents are strict. nope
22. i love airplane rides. theyre fun
23. i love taking pictures. yes indeed
24. i hate people who are fake. cunts.
25. i can be really mean when i want to. not really. i can be a bitch, not mean tho
26. my parents are obsessive about my grades. ha. no comment.
27. one of my best friends is a guy. yea
28. i have way too many purses. haha like a million
29. i'm obsessed with lip gloss. used to be, not so much anymore. now its all about chapstick.
30. i am easy to talk to. yeah
31. i would never eat raw fish. duh. im asian. hello!?
32. i cry easily. depends
33. i hate when people are late. depends
34. i procrastinate. eh
35. i love winter. when it snows
36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. yea theyre all on the floor of my closet hehe o_O
37. i love to sleep. yes. then i dont have to think about life.
38. i wish i were smarter. who doesnt
39. i'm afraid of flying. nope
40. i hate drama. fuck yeah its so pointless
41. i bite my nails.sometimes
42. i have been on an 8 hour drive. yea. we drove to FL.
43. i never fight with my parents. haha good one
44. i love the beach. sometimes.
45. i have never had the chicken pox. yep.
46. i have gone out in public in my pajamas. no
47. i can't control my emotions. i wear my heart on my sleeve
48. i have a best friend. yea...
49. i have moved more than once. yep.
50. i truly love my friends. definitely
51. i have braces. no
52. i love to write. yea
53. i have never broken a bone. fractured my wrist once.
54. i agree with racist people. no
55. i hate my computer. no
56. i love guys/girls that play the drums or guitar. its a plus
57. i state the obvious. yeah sometimes
58. i'm a happy person. eh
59. i love to dance. heck yes!
60. i love to sing. no i like listenging to other people sing tho
61. i love cleaning my room. eeek!
62. i tend to get jealous very easily. sometimes, not really. only if necessarry
63. i love cute underwear. duh. no- i like granny panties (sarcasm)
64. i have gotten high before. yep
65. i love night better than day. indeed
66. i have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time. yea im a loser like that.
67. i don't like to study for tests. indeed
68. i love GOD. mm yea.
69. i am too forgiving. yes
70. i have horrible sense in direction. yes
71. i miss elementary school. yeah it was the greatest. i miss recess. dang!
72. i have a boyfriend/girlfriend. ha NO
73. i'm a daddy's girl. dad? whats that? ha..
74. i love kisses on my forehead. sure
75. i like the color pink. yea
76. i love to sew. nope
77. my eye color changes. when i put my contacts in.
78. i should see a therapist. haha yes im insane
79. i played on a sports team. no
80. i become stressed easily. yea
81. i hate liars. yeah
82. i like comfy sweatpants. for pj's
83. i can play the piano. used to kind of
84. i love the smell of rain. no
85. i love my family. yeah
86. i hate needles. not really
87. i am a perfectionist. not really. only for myself sometimes
88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums. yea that would be pretty sweet.
89. i hate the feeling of failure. yeah bu im used to it
90. i have friends in other countries. nope
91. i know how to cook. kinda
92. i can be quite selfish. sumtimes
93. at times, i still act like a little kid. everyday. is that a good thing?
94. i have food allergies. yea
95. i love little kids. yea, they make me smile
96. i love to read. yes i am a nerd.
97. i wish i were more motivated for school. i wish i was in school learning about something that i love.
98. i love getting stuff in the mail. only if its good
99. i have problems with letting go of old feelings. kinda
100. i hate being alone. well ive been alone a long time, so no.
101. i love summer. its the best
102. i love the weekends. yeah
103. i love black eyeliner. yes.
104. i think im hot. ew sick! *vomits*
105. i type with one hand. sometimes
106. i live in a one story house. nope
107. i wear make-up. yea
108. i have never rode on an underground subway. yep
109. i can't swim. im a mermaid. didnt you know?
110. i have a bad memory.nope
111. i go to church. nope
112. i sing in the shower. nope
113. i have never been camping. i have been and hated it
114. i HATE (most) cheerleaders. if theyre hot, OK
115. i usually get what i want. haha yea right. not that im ungrateful for what i have
116. i have been on stage before. yeah
117. i love roller coasters. yea but sometimes i get skurred.
118. no one knows my life story. only me.
119. i am close with one of my parents. my mom. shes my best friend.
120. i don't have a curfew -im fucking grounded
121. i think about death a lot. no.
122. i get caught up in drama. unfortunately
123. cutting is part of who i am, whether i still do it or not. no comment.
124. i have strong feelings for someone i'm not sure i can have. i jsut want someone.
125. i have been in an abusive relationship. no
126. i hate the real me. "who am i?.....i dont know" (zoolander ahahfahhhf)
127. i wear a "mask."- no im not fake.
129. i pretend to be someone i am not. fuck no
130. i have been to the psych ward. no
131. i have been to rehab. nope
132. sometimes i drink too much. yea
133. i have done drugs that could kill me. nope
134. i have tried to kill myself. nope
135. i like the person i have become. at times

Three Names You Go By
1.kelsi
2.asia
3.kudos

Three Parts of Your Heritage
1. hawasian
2. korean
3. bohemian

Three Things That Scare You
1. being alone
2. failure
3. myself

Three of Your Everyday Essentials
1. sleep
2. internet
3. work?

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. pants
2. tank
3. socks

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. the used
2. the faint
3. the sounds

Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
1. "checkmarks" the academy is
2. "satisfaction" benny benassi
3. "date rape" sublime

Three Things You Want in a Relationship
1. comfort
2. love
3. acceptance

Two Truths and a Lie
1. i am really tall
2. im asian
3. i have a vagina.

Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
1. eyes
2. lips
3. ass/rack

Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. drawing
2. reading
3. writing

Three Things You want to do really badly right now
1. kiss someone
2. cuddle
3. talk to people

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. europe
2. australia
3. hawaii

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. be a success
2. have sex with a woman
3. have kids/adopt

1. Song that makes you think of heart-ache: "ohio is for lovers" hawthorn heights (EMOS)
2. Song that makes you think about true love: "i want to hold your hand" the beatles
3. Song that makes you think about your crush: dont know
4. Song that makes you think about embarassment: idkkk
5. Song that makes you think about your family: "we are familyY"
6. Song that makes you think about betrayal: idk
7. Song that makes you happy: "eight days a week" the beatles
8. Song that makes you sad (but you like it): "all that ive got" the used
9. Song that makes you really fucking angry (in a good way): idk
10. Song that you really like from a genre you really hate: "redneck woman" gretchen wilson
11. Song that helps you go to sleep at night: beethoven
12. Song that calms you down: "dance, dance" fallout boy
13. Song that actually makes you feel worse than you already feel: emo music
14. Song that makes you think about disappointment: everything idk
15. Song that makes you think of your first love: i dont know
16. Song that you're convinced is about you: idk
17. Song that makes you think about sex: "i want your sex" george michael
18. Song that is your all-time, hands down favorite (at the moment): idk
19. Song that reminds you of your best friends: fallout boy, 80s, the beatles
20. Song that makes you think of summertime: "cruel summer" ace of base hah
21. Song that makes you want to party: benny bennassi yeaaaaa

I WANT: a girl friend
I HAVE: a cunt
I WISH: i could succeed in something
I HATE: boys
I MISS: rachel and mandie
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: myself typing
I WONDER: why i hate myself
I REGRET: the reason im grounded
I ALWAYS: want what i cant have
I AM NOT: racist
I AM: kelsi
I DANCE: anytime!
I SING: for no one
I CRY: a lot
I WRITE: when im sad
I LOST: trust
I CONFUSE: older people
I NEED:sleep
I SHOULD: sleep

MY FATHER THINKS I AM: my father doesnt even know me. not at all.
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: her "reason for living"
WHAT UPSETS ME: everything lately
YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS: rachel, mandie, jon, i dont know anymore
WHAT IS YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON IM: lol
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: sg. mmmmmm.
YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: ive been told i have a nice rack.
BEEN IN LOVE: yeah
WANT TO GET MARRIED: maybe
HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: yes, my ankle
SCREEN NAMES: boykrazyshorty, bruceleechikk, piratesboooty7
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dk brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dk brown
EYE COLOR: naturally brown

FAVORITES

NUMBER: 69 haha
COLOR: red
DAY: saturday
MONTH: october
SONG: dont know
BAND: fallout boy? haha
RADIO STATION: whatevs
TV SHOW: the L word
MOVIE: anchorman
HANGOUT: dennys? lol
FOOD: thai
SEASON: fall
SPORT: tennis
ALCHOLIC BEVERAGE: capt and coke. jack and ccoke. vodka.
VEGGIE: corn

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? making out, then cuddling
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark or milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
CRIED?: yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yea
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?/TO WHOM: mom, sister, copper, blake
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: nope
MISSED SOMEONE?: duh
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yea

BASICS

THEY CALL ME: kelsi
ALSO: asia
SEX: female
AGE: 18
STATUS: single. fuck.
OCCUPATION: jewel osco
NATIONALITY: hawaiian, japanese, korean, german, bohemian
BEST FRIEND: rach
MOST MEMORABLE MEMORY: a lot good and....bad
WORST?: about a month ago
FIRST BEST FRIEND: a girl named becky
COLLEGE PLANNING TO GO TO: i really dont know.
WEDDING: idk
CHILDREN: eventually

LOOKING FORWARD TO: undgrouding
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: work
FEELING: depressed
LISTENING TO: the voices in my head lol
TALKING TO: no one
DOING: this survey
THINKING OF: too much
CRAVING: chocolate and shane from teh l word

L O V E
LOVE IS: to complicated
FIRST LOVE: idk
LOVE OR LUST?: love
BEST LOVE SONG:i dont know


BEST SONG TO HAVE SEX TO: whatever as long as it goes with the rhythm

LAST TIME

last cigarette:about two hours ago
last car ride: yesterday
last kiss: dont know
last good cry: about 5 hours ago
last library book checked out: HAHA no fucking clue
last movie seen: was watching pulp fiction
last book read: currentlky reading the midnight club
last curse word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: melon propel
last food consumed: cheetos
last phone call: kylie
last tv show watched: masters of horror
last shoes worn: gym shoes
last cd played: the used
last item bought: propel
last downloaded: none
last annoyance: the dog
last disappointment: myself
last soda drank: diet pepsi today
last thing written: diet pepsi today
last words spoken: good night
last sleep: liie none last night
last IM: like a week ago
last time hugged: hour ago maybe
last time scolded: this morning
last chair sat in: tthe one im in now
last shirt worn: black shirt
last time dancing: dont know
last poster looked at: idk
last show attended: SU sometime ago
last time you thought about violently hurting someone: idk


HAVE YOU
-- Had Sex: yeah
-- Made Out: yeah
-- Gone on a date: yea
-- Gone to the mall?: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: yum!
-- Been on stage: yeah
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: yes
-- Made homemade cookies: yeah
-- Been in love: yeah
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: yeah
-- Stolen anything: yeah
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yea
-- If so, was it mixed company: duh
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeah
-- Been caught "doing something": huh?
-- Been called a tease: yea
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted:
-- If so, did you get caught:
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope

THE FUTURE

-- Age you hope to be married: by 35
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: idk
-- How do you want to die: naturally
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: i d k!
-- What country would you most like to visit: europe

OPPOSITE SEX

-- Best eye color?: blue i suppose dont matter
-- Best hair color?:dark
-- Short or long hair?: depends
-- Best height : taller
-- Best weight : i dont know
-- Best articles of clothing: whatevs
-- Best first date location: anywhere
-- Best first kiss location: anywhere


-- drugs taken illegally: weed
-- people I could trust with my life: my mom
-- CDs that I own: over a 100 easily
-- piercings: ears, thinking of more
-- times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: few times i guess
-- scars on my body: some
-- things in my past that I regret: stuff