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@missy @lyxzen @rambo this one means a lot to me.
After some dramatic personal stuff as ever causing my absence from SG. I found this topic to be the most suitable.
I feel like at the moment.
My biggest accomplishment is still handling life and brushing things off my shoulder.
I am still modelling even though part of me wants to just hide away.
I still fight everyday. I roll out of bed every morning no matter what time it might be. Tidy my room & plan my day.
To be honest. Mental illness is a gift and a curse.
I care so much more about people, i give myself fully to friends and lovers.
I take pride in what i do more because the simplest of things are sometimes the hardest.
No matter what my struggle
I am still here fighting.
I have days where i just wanna not move or curl up, my emotions get the better of me.
Then I have those days where i feel invincible. Nothing will matter/nothing will break me.
It is about finding balance.
Balance in life is my accomplishment.
Being strong and being here is my accomplishment.
So here goes another week.
Lets get through it together.
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MUCH LOVE AND KAOS <3