the winds have changed direction.
Not saying things are 100 percent looking up but i am definitely feeling more positive things will; past few days have taught me a lot of my pain is truly psycho-semantic pains.
My back is bad sometimes yes but cos I'm mentally unwell sometimes it makes the physical pain seem so much worse than it actually is.
I am starting to make decisions that will benefit my life in future even if they impact on my immediate comfort and happiness because well, things have to change.
Insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results.
From now on i will do things differently, find new options, new routes to get results i want.
Impulsively messing with my hair pissed me off its dead and shorter blonde & pink but spurred me to spend money on changing up my clothing style a bit and began a wig collection which as a model i truly need anyway!
Anyway. This is all good stuff
Christmas will still be a challenge as will the next few months no matter what happens.
Got my eviction notice so guessing they want me gone ASAP hence being victimised over text and whatnot but hey; SHIT HAPPENS
Got to learn to deal with all this the right way
Self destruct has been it for years but not anymore.
Thankyou for the ongoing support
MUCHO LOVE
Remember, my next set Curvaceous Cars and Curvaceous women comes out (into members review) in one month
The one after that by Simon Youngs who i believe is now a member on here will come out in a few months so keep your eyes peeled :)
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MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE, have a good one and stay positive; if i can you can
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