I am writing this sat in my garden (wishing i was naked) in the glorious sun thinking to myself how silly i am.
I have bad habits & sometimes it feels like a bad personality but i deal with it.. everyones different
I am happy the way i am at the moment (ish) but to be honest maybe having a mad change in my life is going to push me to improve myself. I need to, no one should let go at 21 haha i won't allow my back and my emotions to rule my life. I need to get off my ass and do something!
There is no healing it completely, so i think just getting back into work will help me. :)
I am excited for new changes in my life, but also very scared at the same time
Change takes strength & i need to find it!
xx