kellymonster

Kelly got her blue tooth connection working again! I knew there was a reason I worked in IT... it just took me 5 days to work out that changing my blue tooth name would refresh the connection...

For Kelly, this means she now has some wonderful music to please her ears. Noisettes. Louis XIV. David Bowie. Freezepop. For you it means Kelly gets more neked pictures uploaded. See 'I love myself' folder.

I need to work on my damn face, it's always the same 'butter wouldn't melt' expression. Believe me, this is not the case.

It's the gig tomorrow and I'm terrified. I'm terrified I'll forget the words, that I'll make a fool of myself and the guys. I wish we gigged more often, then I probably wouldn't feel this way. I typed out all the words when I was working yesterday and I forgot the opening line to one of the songs we're debuting tomorrow. I remembered them today... In gig land that kind of memory lapse is unacceptable. We have also sold all of our tickets. I've sold 25 to people I know which will be the biggest crowd of friends I've ever played to, so again, immense pressure... I love performing but the 9 month gig gap has made me feel so anxious, my cocky rock attitude has been replaced by some strange feeling that I can't quite find the words for. I've never been here before.