kellyjanice

well i still can't get that thing out of my foot... i soaked it forever and i have no idea what it is... could be metal or wood maybe even plastic... i walk around barefoot all the time and my basement is not the cleanest of floors... i'm sure i got the splinter when i was painting... it is in there pretty deep and i think i may need to go to the doctor today... damn i hate doctors anywho i need to go watch some tlc take a shower and buy my brother a birthday present... i am going to virginia tonight and wont be back until sunday... my brother is graduating from his mechanics school in the coast guard and will be leaving for hawaii for 2 or 3 years after his graduation... man i am going to miss him he is my buddy... anywho i will be on and off the site all day today until i go to work @ 5:00... if i don't talk to you today have a great weekend and i will be catching up on sunday... kisses to you all...

i never do these stupid things and this is the first one i will put on my own journal but hell i have no day job and i am too damn bored...

[my name is]: kelly janice just like my profile says
[in the morning i am]: a real bitch...
[all i need is]: redbull
[love is]: just as much a pain in the ass as it is wonderful
[im afraid of]: hurting the people i love
[i dream about]: i have nightmares alot although i don't ever remember what they are about i just wake up crying and screaming

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: duh
[actually seen your crush naked]: duh again of course
[fucked]:, yes i was a whore in high school
[had sex]: of course
[made love]: not until the last couple years
[been in love]: yes
[cried when someone died]: very recently actually she was only 4
[lied]: i would be lying if i said no c'mon tell me you never lied as a teenager or made up an excuse to miss work

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Cherry coke is my favorite
[flowers or candy]: chocolate
[tall or short]:short like me

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[last person u slow danced with]: micah
[worst question to ask]: did all those earrings hurt?

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: micah
[makes you smile]: micah and my mom
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: micah and a couple girls on this site
[do you have a crush on?]: same as above
[has a crush on you?]: i hope micah and if some hot chicks do that would be flattering
[easiest to talk to]:my mommy

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: i don't have im for that reason
[save aol/aim conversations]: read prior answer
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: i did drag a couple times and shit in between your legs is really annoying
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: more than i want to admit

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes
[been rejected]: too many times
[rejected someone]: many of crazys
[used someone]: maybe in high school but i can't remember
[been cheated on]: every relationship up to the current one
[done something you regret]: yup. i call it breathing.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my mom
[hugged]: i think micah but maybe not
[you instant messaged]: how many time do i have to tell you i don't have that shit
[you laughed with]: myself during last comic standing last night that dude was so funny when he was like what if you got pulled over by the cops and you just stuck your heasd out the window and said "rawwwwr, rawwwwwwwr... i'm the cookie monster" ...shut up you had to see it...

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: i don't even know my natural color
[ever get off the damn computer]: alot
[habla espanol]: un poco

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: i have smoked a few recently and am pissed @ myself for it... i am sXe what the hell am i thinking
[obsessive]: more than you know
[could you live without the computer?]: NO
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: i don't have im but on sg there are 65
[what's your favorite food?]: ummmmm pasta of some sort or maybe grilled cheese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: strawberries but only if they are organic others have no flavor
[drink alchohol?]: not at all
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: don't know i am never awake forthe rise
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional totally
[trust others way too easily?]: micah tells me that all the time

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: too many times
[of hearts i have broken?] : i don't think many i am usually the one dumped
[of boys i have kissed?] : too many
[of girls i have kissed?] : way too many
[of continents i have lived in?] 1 visited many others
[of drugs taken illegally?] : too many in high school
[of tight friends?] : 3 or so
[of cd's that i own?] : over 500
[of scars on my body?] : if you don't count tattoos or piercings i have 3 or so and they are minor
[of things in my past that i regret?] : alot of shit

I KNOW: my luck sucks
I WANT: to have good luck
I HAVE: some great pets
I WISH: i was still pregnant
I HATE: my old boss
I MISS: close friends i have lost contact with and my kitty that died
I FEAR: i will never be able to have children
I HEAR: the sound of the computer
I SEARCH: for happiness within myself
I WONDER: if there is a higher power because this can not be it
I REGRET: alot
I LOVE: more than he thinks
I ACHE: to be happy again
I CARE: too much and get walked on
I ALWAYS: get stared at and c'mon i'm not that odd looking
I DANCE: when i'm at hot topic and flooging molly comes on
I SING: in my car really loud
I CRY:alot more that i used to
I DO NOT ALWAYS: eat breakfast
I WRITE: my entire life on sg
I WIN: no i don't i have terrible luck
I CONFUSE: everyone @ the gay bar
I LISTEN: to anyone who wants me to
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: @ work but i have no job now
I NEED: a redbull
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: my new job i will be starting august 16th
I SHOULD: take a shower i am greasy...

that was way too fucking long...