kellyjanice

okay so i am back... alabama was well... alabama... i met the fam and of course they loved me because i have never met parents that didn't... they had some comments to say about my piercings and tattoos but nothing as extreme as i expected... i met micah's nephew who is two and boy is he adorable... i fell in love with him right away... he was the greatest but certianly full of energy... he just ran around in circles for hours... nothing else but run in circles... crazy kids... it was back to work for me today...9-5:30 is so much better than 7:30-4 i love this schedule i can sleep in... when we were on vacation my bleeding started real heavy again and i found out that this will probably go on for 6 weeks so what fun no swimming, baths, or sex for 6 whole weeks... bullshit ... oh well it will all be over sooner than i think... if this one girl i used to work with would just call back hot topic i would have a job there... i am emailing her after this to tell her to get her ass on the ball... i am thinking of what i can do to make my life worth something more than just a 9-5 and paying bills... micah and i were talking and we have always been somewhat humanitarians... i always want to help others hence the type of schools i have always worked in... i am thinking of joining the peace corps and so is he... they always need educators and there is so much more i can be doing with my life and talent then i am doing now... i want to be a part of something big and i think this may be my chance to do it... joey came to see me and is coming back soon... after meeting him and seeing what he is doing just traveling and experiencing life i envied him so very much... i wanted to experience something different and this is what i want to do... i am applying for the peace corps but it will take about a year to get it going... well that is if micah and i do it together and if i deciede to go on my own it will take 6 months to set up... i am really excited about this i will travel to other countries and teach... i will help those who need it... i will be doing something for the good of humanity... this is what i need to do... i have always wanted to do these things but never knew how... i finally figured it out... this is a life changing decision that i feel i am ready to make... i have a show this weekend in the short north on saturday... friday i am going to troy to see punknitemike's show... i hope that everything starts to work out for me and i hope that i don't have car troubles this time when i go out... i don't ned that again... i am hanging the short north show tomorrow after work so the business just continues... well i need to do something other that sit on the computer... i will write to all of you later...