new journal coming tomorrow feb 19... too busy today... be sure to come and visit me tomorrow kisses
okay so to everyone that wanted to help save my kitty you rock way more that i could ever say...
i have not seen him yet but the nurse said he is doing fine... last night he still wasn't peeing on his own but that was not of concern yet since he had just had surgery... the surgery he had was a PU (not as in smelly but it stands for something... that was a really bad joke) and they essentially turned my poor kitty into a girl... boy kitties have a curved urethra like the plumbing under your sink and females have a straight urethra, that is why it is so much easier for male cats to get blockage than females... when crystals form in the kitties urine from it either being too acidic or alkaline then the crystals get stuck in the curve of the boys and pass right through the girls... well they took my kitties urethra and cut out the ruptured part and made it straight like a girls... he has no balls since he was neutered a while ago... so i have a hermaphrodite for a cat... i will have to keep him seperated from my other animals for a couple weeks and i know that is going to kill jackson and pablo since they are inseperable but jacksons stiches have to stay safe... pablo has been running around the house crying for jackson since we took him to the vet... i can't imagine what it would have been like if jackson never came back... i can't wait to bring him home, that will either be tonight or tomorrow, i'll find out later what day... i guess the best part of all this is i never have to worry about this problem happeng to jackson again, although i now have to worry about pablo... jackson can still get bladder infections but never blocked again... i know one thing, i am now getting animal insurance... i have 4 animals and even if they only get sick and need surgery once in their life that is still somewhere near $6000... who the hell has that... so many people were telling me that is too much to spend on an animal and i should put him down... to me my kitties are my kids... they love me and i love them and they have feelings too... no one would have told me to put my kid down... maybe animals aren't as important as humans but they are to me... i 'm vegan because i don't want to cause the death of or harm to any animals... there is no way i could have let my kitty die when he had the chance to live... i am overwhelmed with excitment that it all worked out for the best... i would have been a mess if i lost another animal... i still get misty when i think about the last kitty i lost over a year ago, i could not have gone through it again... i don't kill my kitties it just so happens my last kitty was sick when i got him... so to all you animal lovers
the people on this site who wanted to help and especially those who offered to send me money even though you did not know me, completely restored my faith in humanity... it overwhelms me that there are people out there who still want to help others... i knew i did but i had yet to meet anyone else quite like me until i met all of you... i love you all and hope you valentins day rocked 
kiss from jackson
on a different note it was so great to go to the valentines day burlesque show... the girls were wonderful and i got chocolate suryp in my ear and all over my distillers shirt... if you don't know why it was part of the finale... it was nice to run into so many of you teclo, MarkMayhem, tikkigod, urnes, Alisa, NicoleLee, kevykev, and anyone else i forgot... i had a blast hanging out with my boy Micahticus and PunkNiteMike before the show and picked up a kick ass coheed and cambria cd at magnolias before the show Atrain should be proud... (can't wait to meet up at the concert maybe we should catch a bite to eat before the show let me know) and I got to meet a new person to add to my friends list Sonet who is a pretty cool guy... the girls were so beautiful and the show cracked me up... i have to agree with punknitemike on this one the cheerleader skit was the best... Denovo totally rocked and when i get some money (probley in a year or so) i am totally gonna pick up their cd... i hope i did not snub anyone at the show i had so much going on at once and couldn't stay in one place for more than a minute at a time... well i am totally gonna go now... kisses to everyone
*****Kitty Update*****
I got Jackson from the vet and just brought him home... it is amazing the surgeon did the surgery in the prep room instead of opening a full OR and actually saved my $500... it turned out to only be $1000 instead of $1500
...can you believe it saved me $500 and it was still a little over $1000...money hungry vets 
... but they did save jackson's life 
... he looks pathetic with the e-collar on and keeps trying to bath himself but can't 
I feel sooooooooooooo bad for him well he keeps peeing everywhere but the litter box i made fro him including on the spare bed his whole ass is shaved and he has a huge cut with a bunch of stitches... 2 weeks of him and his brother whining to each other through the spare bedroom door is going to be so depressing to listen to... he was covered in urine by the time i got him home after the 15 drive from the vets and i had to give him a spounge bath... the poor kitty pees every two seconds and i know it has to be painful for him to pee right now 
i have to give him pain pills every eight hours and antibiotics twice a day... it is so good to have my kitty back at home and away from the money hungry vets...he is going to be just fine and he sends his love out into the world of SG
okay so to everyone that wanted to help save my kitty you rock way more that i could ever say...
i have not seen him yet but the nurse said he is doing fine... last night he still wasn't peeing on his own but that was not of concern yet since he had just had surgery... the surgery he had was a PU (not as in smelly but it stands for something... that was a really bad joke) and they essentially turned my poor kitty into a girl... boy kitties have a curved urethra like the plumbing under your sink and females have a straight urethra, that is why it is so much easier for male cats to get blockage than females... when crystals form in the kitties urine from it either being too acidic or alkaline then the crystals get stuck in the curve of the boys and pass right through the girls... well they took my kitties urethra and cut out the ruptured part and made it straight like a girls... he has no balls since he was neutered a while ago... so i have a hermaphrodite for a cat... i will have to keep him seperated from my other animals for a couple weeks and i know that is going to kill jackson and pablo since they are inseperable but jacksons stiches have to stay safe... pablo has been running around the house crying for jackson since we took him to the vet... i can't imagine what it would have been like if jackson never came back... i can't wait to bring him home, that will either be tonight or tomorrow, i'll find out later what day... i guess the best part of all this is i never have to worry about this problem happeng to jackson again, although i now have to worry about pablo... jackson can still get bladder infections but never blocked again... i know one thing, i am now getting animal insurance... i have 4 animals and even if they only get sick and need surgery once in their life that is still somewhere near $6000... who the hell has that... so many people were telling me that is too much to spend on an animal and i should put him down... to me my kitties are my kids... they love me and i love them and they have feelings too... no one would have told me to put my kid down... maybe animals aren't as important as humans but they are to me... i 'm vegan because i don't want to cause the death of or harm to any animals... there is no way i could have let my kitty die when he had the chance to live... i am overwhelmed with excitment that it all worked out for the best... i would have been a mess if i lost another animal... i still get misty when i think about the last kitty i lost over a year ago, i could not have gone through it again... i don't kill my kitties it just so happens my last kitty was sick when i got him... so to all you animal lovers
the people on this site who wanted to help and especially those who offered to send me money even though you did not know me, completely restored my faith in humanity... it overwhelms me that there are people out there who still want to help others... i knew i did but i had yet to meet anyone else quite like me until i met all of you... i love you all and hope you valentins day rocked
kiss from jackson
on a different note it was so great to go to the valentines day burlesque show... the girls were wonderful and i got chocolate suryp in my ear and all over my distillers shirt... if you don't know why it was part of the finale... it was nice to run into so many of you teclo, MarkMayhem, tikkigod, urnes, Alisa, NicoleLee, kevykev, and anyone else i forgot... i had a blast hanging out with my boy Micahticus and PunkNiteMike before the show and picked up a kick ass coheed and cambria cd at magnolias before the show Atrain should be proud... (can't wait to meet up at the concert maybe we should catch a bite to eat before the show let me know) and I got to meet a new person to add to my friends list Sonet who is a pretty cool guy... the girls were so beautiful and the show cracked me up... i have to agree with punknitemike on this one the cheerleader skit was the best... Denovo totally rocked and when i get some money (probley in a year or so) i am totally gonna pick up their cd... i hope i did not snub anyone at the show i had so much going on at once and couldn't stay in one place for more than a minute at a time... well i am totally gonna go now... kisses to everyone
*****Kitty Update*****
I got Jackson from the vet and just brought him home... it is amazing the surgeon did the surgery in the prep room instead of opening a full OR and actually saved my $500... it turned out to only be $1000 instead of $1500
...can you believe it saved me $500 and it was still a little over $1000...money hungry vets ... but they did save jackson's life ... he looks pathetic with the e-collar on and keeps trying to bath himself but can't I feel sooooooooooooo bad for him well he keeps peeing everywhere but the litter box i made fro him including on the spare bed his whole ass is shaved and he has a huge cut with a bunch of stitches... 2 weeks of him and his brother whining to each other through the spare bedroom door is going to be so depressing to listen to... he was covered in urine by the time i got him home after the 15 drive from the vets and i had to give him a spounge bath... the poor kitty pees every two seconds and i know it has to be painful for him to pee right now i have to give him pain pills every eight hours and antibiotics twice a day... it is so good to have my kitty back at home and away from the money hungry vets...he is going to be just fine and he sends his love out into the world of SG VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
but_i_buried_you:
hell no prob there,glad you have love in yer life, i amgettin there an i am not really all that sad, just in flux,ya know.cool cool.take care. 
paleenchantress:
k, i'll come back tomorrow